Sunday, May 31, 2009
♥ 20th day without you.
20th day without you. Yesterday night, my family and I and their friends went to have dinner at Bora Asmara. The place was so nice and romantic. OMG ~ You'll definitely like the place. The table with candle. The place was opposite Ikea. =D Let's see the pictures.
After finished the dinner. I asked my dad to carry me coz I was too full. So, my mom captured the pic. == My dad pose at the pic. The balance was senget. I almost fall down. == Look at my face. OMG ~ I was hanging there. I was shouting like..MOM HELP! I'm falling down. LOLS. It was so crazy. == * don't laugh *
With mommy. Bright smile. =D
With daddy and mommy. =D
There's the place. Nice huh? It was so nice and romantic.
After finished the dinner. I asked my dad to carry me coz I was too full. So, my mom captured the pic. == My dad pose at the pic. The balance was senget. I almost fall down. == Look at my face. OMG ~ I was hanging there. I was shouting like..MOM HELP! I'm falling down. LOLS. It was so crazy. == * don't laugh *
With mommy. Bright smile. =DWith daddy and mommy. =DThere's the place. Nice huh? It was so nice and romantic.
11pm something reached home. Before we went to Bora Asmara place we went to KLCC watched the movie, Terminator Salvation. Wow ~ nice movie xD I remember, at last Marcus ( the human who made by the mercine ) told the John Conner said everyone deserve the 2nd chance. This sentence was so meaningful man. Everyone deserve the 2nd chance. I agreed with that you know. Nevermind, go watch it guys. It's nice. So, today I woke up at 2pm. Pro? Yesterday reached home then I bath. About 12 something, I slept ler. Then today don't know why I woke up at 2pm so late. Lols. Woke up then on my table I saw the sausage my daddy bought for me. Beef want. I hate beef sausage. Yucks. I just ate the roti. Lols. The 1901 want. After finishing eating then study lor. About 5 something, then my mom said wanna bring me go aunt place. 6.45 something I reached my aunt place and now online-ing. =D Chatting with Jun, Jaycie and Jackie lor. Triple J =] Cute dou sei..Lols. I stopped here. Nothing to write more. Bye, humans.
04:00
Friday, May 29, 2009
♥ 19th day without you.
19th day without you. Yerr..Holiday started. Damn borred and I missed him. Haizz..Chatting with Jackie, Aaron and PeiLing. =D Jack scolded me, said why am I calling my dog Jack Jack? Lols. Dia tak suka ma.. =X Then I was chatting with Aaron. He told me his new love life. I was asking him to tell me the whole story from top to toe about his girl and I told him about my sucks love life. == Wish him and his girl happy always. Chatting with PeiLing about my blog and Rachel lor.. >< Damn sien. Aiyer..I bet now he's at Pavillion. He told me he's not online today coz he's outing for whole day and overnight at hotel for fun. == Whatever larr! I'm going out also. I bet my mom is coming to pick me up. Before 2.30pm she'll reach here. She said wanna bring me go watch movie. Don't know what movie is that. I don't feel like going out. I feel like sitting in front of the comp waiting for him to online. Sien ler..Go out just walking around. I don't feel like shopping also. Finish watching movie go back home fa dai better. OMG ~ k la..gtg. MOM was here. ==
23:06
♥ 18th day without you.
18th day without you. This morning, Reb came and told me today was Rachel's last day. OMG ~ I was shocked. I don't know why my tears were rolling down. I cried. She came and hugged me. 1 year and the 5 months sister. We did argued but I still miss her. I bu ser de. I cried with Reb. I'm not ready to accept the truth. Reb was begging me to forgive her. I told Reb. I will not foregive her but she's gone, I still abit bu ser de. Take care baa Rachel..Change your attitube =D Good luck. Some of my friends were so happy coz finally she left this school. But I kept quiet today. She's gone after today. GOOD LUCK, FRIEND. You're not my sister and you're not my best friend, you're just my normal friend. I'm sorry.
Yesterday Jun said he's gonna stay in school for me. You promised me you'll stay. But at last, you never stay and you went back home I guessed. After school, I went to ts with Williem. He wanted to buy memory card ( 2 GB ). I wanted to eat Baskin Robbin ice-cream. I accompany him. Me and him were saying. If Hoong Jun stay in school. When I see him I need to rush to him and hug him. I told Williem I said hahaa...Don't expect you can see me hug him coz he's not staying. He said how you know? I told him my 6th tense told me. Haizz..I miss him a lot. ='( Ffk me again. Reached school, he really no stay. I was right. Yesterday I cried again. His words hurted me again and again. I asked him do you want to wan hui something? Example..me? Means wan hui me larr.. Then he said he got think before but now no more. I was like..I straight hang up the phone and my tears was rolling down. ='( Today after came back from ts I played volleyball with my gang. I played so hard laughing so hard and it's hurt like hell. Again.. He stabbed my heart again. Another hard stab for me again and again... ='( I'm the one who always got hurt and cried alone. I always doing something by myself, you used to accompany all the time and you always don't let me go out with myself. You used to worry about me. You used to mit my nose and saying that I'm cute. You used to hugged me in your class and sleep and telling me that you love my hug coz it's warm. Now.. Everything is gone.. Without you I was so lonely. I was alone all the time. You don't want to wan hui me but why you telling me you love me? Why? I wanted to tell you. Actually...I love you too. After you left me, my happiness never last that long.
Yesterday Jun said he's gonna stay in school for me. You promised me you'll stay. But at last, you never stay and you went back home I guessed. After school, I went to ts with Williem. He wanted to buy memory card ( 2 GB ). I wanted to eat Baskin Robbin ice-cream. I accompany him. Me and him were saying. If Hoong Jun stay in school. When I see him I need to rush to him and hug him. I told Williem I said hahaa...Don't expect you can see me hug him coz he's not staying. He said how you know? I told him my 6th tense told me. Haizz..I miss him a lot. ='( Ffk me again. Reached school, he really no stay. I was right. Yesterday I cried again. His words hurted me again and again. I asked him do you want to wan hui something? Example..me? Means wan hui me larr.. Then he said he got think before but now no more. I was like..I straight hang up the phone and my tears was rolling down. ='( Today after came back from ts I played volleyball with my gang. I played so hard laughing so hard and it's hurt like hell. Again.. He stabbed my heart again. Another hard stab for me again and again... ='( I'm the one who always got hurt and cried alone. I always doing something by myself, you used to accompany all the time and you always don't let me go out with myself. You used to worry about me. You used to mit my nose and saying that I'm cute. You used to hugged me in your class and sleep and telling me that you love my hug coz it's warm. Now.. Everything is gone.. Without you I was so lonely. I was alone all the time. You don't want to wan hui me but why you telling me you love me? Why? I wanted to tell you. Actually...I love you too. After you left me, my happiness never last that long.
02:08
Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ 17th day without you.
17th day without you. Wooohooo....So happy yesterday =D Finally, he told me that sentence which I waiting for it long time ago. FINALLY !!!!! =3 Then, so happy lor. Whole night can't sleep well. Lols. Then this morning I came to school. While I was waiting for him to come and reading my geo.I saw he came to my class. Thought he will come to me and say it. But he didn't. == He talked with his friends. Wtf?! I was started to get mad. Jaycie was asking me to calm down. Doink la ~ Then, he went back to his class again. ><>< OMG ~ I'm going crazy. I was thinking, don't dare to talk with me arhh? Then love me for? Grrr ~ I wanted him so much. But...KEK SEI ME LIAO.. Then bell rang, he came to my seat again. His forehead sticked with mine and finally he said the 3 words to me. Hahahahha =D I was so happy. After he said these then he went back to his class. I wanna to talk with him. But he just lalalallaa ~ Acted like a child. Shit him. Haiiiishhh.. == But nvm la, still happy larr =D Then, yesterday he promised me after school accompany me go ts drink tomyam soup. 1st recess I was waiting his answer. He came and he told me something. Guess what? He said " BU DONG ( I don't know )". What kind of answer??!! I was like..kek sei me liao.. Nevermind, after school I was keep waiting and waiting for his answer. After school, I saw him. I asked him you got go or not? He pointed his finger to the bridge there. Means asked me wait for him there. I was not stupid. I was thinking he's gonna ffk me again. YEA.. IM RIGHT. He ffk me for the 3rd times. Shit him. Wtf?! Don't know then don't promised me la. F*** I was soooo dulan after school. I was playing volleyball with Aaron. I was keep hitting the fucking ball so damn fucking hard. Keep hitting and hitting it. Walao.. Not 1st time liao. If he really love me, he will accompany me more. Now he accompany me also lazy. 1 more day then holiday liao..Gonna miss him like shit and now he's wasting the time. OMG~ Damn it!!!!!! Why he like this d? FFK ME !!! I hate people ffk me. Good then very good. Not good then throw me away? Like this arhh?? Who am I to you actually? He said I always no choi him. Him ler? Have he done his job? Answer is NO !!!!!!!!!!!! == I was so mad just now. I felt better now. Lols. He's losing wo dui ta de patience, the xin ren and the xing xin between me and him. Dissapointed.. I really do. 3 times ler.. He'll never get to know it. Coz him I never get to drink my tomyam soup. Walao, think back also bu shuang. Msn he also no choi me ler..I'm so sad and dissapointed ler. I expected he's perfect and I no need to say anything he'll do something gan dong me. I miss the way he saying he love me. Hope he'll call me tonight. I'm waiting his phone call. T.T He's losing it.. Seriously..He's losing it now... Don't waste the time we together. 1 more day only ='(
02:32
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
♥ 16th day without you.
16th day without you. Sorry for no updating my blog so long. Coz my aunt went to format her comp. Finally, today I can online ler. =D Talked with Jun on the phone yesterday. Then, say tomorrow got things wanna tell me. After school, put my bag then I went canteen. Got up and went up to my class. Doing my maths. Thought he'll came and sit with me. Bullshiting again. == After finished tuition then he asked me wait for him in canteen. I finished my work rushed to canteen. Lied me for the 2nd time. I went ping pong court with Rebecca then saw him playing basketball with his friends. Damn. I hate it. Fong fei gei..!! I dulan dou.. Jx saw me also don't dare joking with me. Jx and Rebecca saw me with the black face. All scare. == Suan ler!!!!!!!
BU SHUANG !!!!!!!!
02:30
Friday, May 22, 2009
♥ 11th day without you.
11th day without you. Grr ~ I hate going out. Always use money. OMG ~ I brought Rm230 there. Now left Rm151. Yam gong lorrrr ~ 1st of all, Happy Teachers' Day. Morning sat Teacher Lim's car came to school. Reached school, went up class as usual. Then, chatting with Rebecca. Saw Jun came my class don't know finding who? O.O Pey Jun asked me to talked to him. I don't dare enough ler. == Yesterday don't know why he so good mood came and chatting with me. Happy =D Miss chatting with him a lot. I asked him why so happy? He said go ts only tell me. At ts keep waiting and waiting. He no tell me also. Suan lur == Reached ts, all said go makan sin. We went to eat Sushi. Total Rm60 ++ Yums Yums =P After eating, we went to play bowling. My bowling skills not bad wor =D LOLS I played with JR, JX, Scott, and Bryan. Then, played til half Rebecca asked me go watch movie. We went to watch night at the musuem. All standing at outside the cinema there. Then saw Jun walking with a girl. Then Williem told David. * Luckily Trixie didn't see anything *. I saw it la okays?! I replied him. He fish liao. Everyone were worried at me. Lols. Actually, I'm not really care la. He used to stab my heart, almost everyday. Now biasa liao. == Then, everyone go asked him except JX. Your gf aaa? Left me alone standing there with JX. Shit them. Then Jx pulled me to a side, he said your eyes red red liao. Know your tears pouring down. I accompany you go toilet want? I said I no cry or what lur? Contact lens problem ma. He keep pulling me go toilet. He said you want cry in public meh? You want let Jun see you cry a? I diam diam. I really no cry ler == My lens make my eyes watery niaa ~ Then, everyone left him alone again and they came explained to me that the girl was his primary friend and bla bla. I had forgotten. == I was okays with everything. We bought the tickets. Then, me and Rebecca went toilet sui bian bought Jaycie's birthday present. Bought ler went back to cinema there. Then, I sat with Jx and beside us was Rebecca and Sam. 2 of them pakto pakto there..== Rebecca said why don't want sit with Jun? I said broke ler. I want also paiseh la ~ == Then, 3.15 something, I went back school alone. Then now I'm at home updating lurr =3
01:45
Thursday, May 21, 2009
♥ 10th day without you.
10th day without you. I'M SORRY GUYS~ I really can't get over it. I CAN'T!! I tried, but no use. I tried to laugh as hard as I can everyday. I tried to be happy everyday. I tried to sleep or make myself busy everyday. I TRIED TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING INCLUDED HIM ! I did tried.. I really did... I can't do it. Everything went unusually today. While Malay period, I don't why everything came so sudden. I miss him so much. I miss hugging him and everything. My tears were pouring down again. ='( After 2nd recess, it's comp period. I went down with Xinyi. I saw there's a guy look so familiar. It's Jun. His leg chao gan again. OMG~ I saw his face so xinku. Tears were pouring down. I tried I keep it inside my eyes and I tried not to drop it. It works, FINALLY. I'm so worry about him man. I went there, I wanna see how was him? Was him okay? Felt better? Everything? Stupid teacher don't let me see him. Asked us go back class. I was so worried. My heart was jumping up side down. The seconds I turned around. I feel like crying. I can't stop myself to care about him. I can't control myself to stop loving him and moving on. I can't do it. Sorry I dissapointed you guys. I saw him like so painful, it's just like stabbing my heart with a blade, left a scar there. Can't recover. The scar forever will be there. You're the scar, forever will be in my heart...I can't move on without you.. I'll stuck here..
02:30
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
♥ 9th day without you.
9th day without you. Everything went normally. I'm still sick-ing. All your fault bitch, made me cried so much. Now I got high fever 39.9. I wanted to faint liao.. After exam, went toilet with Xinyi and Reb. Saw Jun lying outside. I damn worry about him. Don't know he heart pain or what? His face so white white dei.. Haiz..I wish I can sek sek him niaa. I had forgotten. He got Rachel. == Suan ler, I acted I didn't see anything then I walked away. I miss your touch. I miss your smile. I miss you.='( Then, physics period I can't take it anymore. I went home. I no bath, I straight lay on my bed and slept til now.Today nothing to write much. Take good care la pig! =[
Love you.
Love you.
00:48
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ 8th day without you.
8th day without you. 2 something in a midnight. I felt cold. Don't know why. I covered myself with blanket. Til 4am something. I'm felt colder and colder. I called my mommy. Mommy said I had a high fever. She asked me not to go to school. I told her I got exam. Another reason was I'm waiting for Jun's answer. Came school everyone asking me what happen to you? Why your face so red? As usual they came and touched my forehead, everywhere. == YOU'RE HOT! Fever hot la. I'm hugging Jx's hand and to lie down. I have no energy. I can hardly stand up also. That's horrible. I felt cold I felt hot. OMG~ I'm dying I think. == Then, exam time. It's quite ok. I still can do it. I wasted 1 hour to finished. I wasted 45 min to sleep. Then, 2nd recess i'm waiting for you to come. Ehem..You promised me you'll come and visit me on 2nd recess then where are you? Aww ~ I almost jumped building today again. =D Jx stopped me O.O Again? Lols. You hurt me too deep baby. I cried like shit again. Tell you guys a secret, this is the last time I cried for him I promise you guys. Shhh... =D Then few min later, I saw Jun was pressing his heart. I was correct. He heart pain again. Whenever he heart is painful I'm always accompany him. He'll hold my hands tight then I'll ask him to look at me. Then, slowly he heart will felt better. We used to do that man. I went toilet with Pey Jun and I cried for 2 period something like that. == My eyes was hurt. Bubu ~ ='( I want you guys sek sek =] After school, I guessed Jun went out with Rachel again. I guessed la. I didn't see him. Then, I went to find teacher lim. Then, I high fever again, Pey Jun went to buy ice cubes for me. I saw JiaYu. Aww ~ They told me everything. Guess what? They told me Rachel cried and told Jun why I become so flower heart? Eat shit la you. I never accept Jean before. Rachel told me while I kissing Jun, I pull Jun's hands to my bo? FUCK YOU THEN RACHEL. I never do it I swear to god. She told them I let Junee touched my bo? FUCK YOU FOR THE 2ND TIME, BITCH! Finally, they told me the main point. RACHEL LOVES JUN. Lalalallala ~ I was right. They said Rebecca knew it but she didn't tell me. WALAO ~ Rachel, you very geng. Acted innocent, cried in front of Jun and telling bullshits to him. Everyone told me you was innocent. Aww ~ Kesian you my babe Rachel, FUCK YOU FOR THE 3RD TIME. =D They told me a lot of things, more then this. I told them the truth. Whether they gonna believe me or not? I'm will not give a shit coz I knew what I did and I swear to god and cross my heart I never do it. =D Okays, I admitted I cried again. I told teacher Lim everything. She told me something, you and him together for 4 months plus. 151 days.. Opps ~ Is 149 days minus 2 days you dumped me. I was innocent and don't know what happened? Finally, I knew everything now. We been together for 149 days. You think know me well, baby? No, I don't think so. But you still trust her in everything. Okays, she loves you but she's using dirty way to get you. I'm speechless. She'll feel guilty 1 day, I swear. You're not suppose to believe her with the QING YAN word. But if you saw everything with your own eyes. You hate me then I'm speechless. But you're just listening to her and see-ing her innocent face. I'm sorry. Rebecca asked me to forgive her. I can't do it. Like what Juang told me. Any reason to forgive her? NO!! I can't find any. I'm sorry bitch. I live my life to the fullest. I don't hate what I dislike. Coz I know I'm perfect then you bitch. You made me cried a lot for Jun. I wasted my time and my tears to beg him come back to me. No! I'm silly. I will not forgive you. I got fever I'm still stayed in school waiting for him to come and visit me. Just once, I also happy. ='( Crying face does not mean I'm crying now. Lols. Justs ad nia..
P/s : You dumped me, so you must felt happy with your choice. 1 day you'll regret, why you being silly and stupid for believing her? I'll still loving you as always. But I will not cry for you anymore. Not a single tears. You don't deserve me. I never did anything wrong. You're the one who believed in her bullshits. =D You're not sorry but you'll regret baby. I will stay single for you. But until 1 day you knew everything then you know la...I will not cry for you anymore. I'm just waiting for you to say sorry then.. see how 1st!! =D If Rachel together with you then you know you're dying on her hands la..I just gives you a warning. If you still want mess with her, nothing I can do. You'll know the truth 1 day. I don't want to explain so much here coz all your mind you're still thinking she's the one who correct in everything. Last but not least, I'm still loving you, Jun. Remember this.
Oh ya.. My fever 39.9 !! Kua zhang dao..I almost faint. == After school, I fever still go makan ice-cream. Yum yum ~ =D I saw Aaron in canteen. Then, I saw he was holding the revive. Walao.. liu kou sui liao. Then, asked him give me drink 1 mouth. =D Finally, then Aaron said Jun saw he sure jealous want. Haha.. I was thinking. He jealous aa? I jumped building lor. Go find her Rachel and listening to her bullshits la. Hate me I had nothing to do. Love me then go lucky. =D Too zhilian liao. I sot jor. I cried til sot jor. But I stopped today. Go on trix. Love ya, humans.
P/s : You dumped me, so you must felt happy with your choice. 1 day you'll regret, why you being silly and stupid for believing her? I'll still loving you as always. But I will not cry for you anymore. Not a single tears. You don't deserve me. I never did anything wrong. You're the one who believed in her bullshits. =D You're not sorry but you'll regret baby. I will stay single for you. But until 1 day you knew everything then you know la...I will not cry for you anymore. I'm just waiting for you to say sorry then.. see how 1st!! =D If Rachel together with you then you know you're dying on her hands la..I just gives you a warning. If you still want mess with her, nothing I can do. You'll know the truth 1 day. I don't want to explain so much here coz all your mind you're still thinking she's the one who correct in everything. Last but not least, I'm still loving you, Jun. Remember this.
Oh ya.. My fever 39.9 !! Kua zhang dao..I almost faint. == After school, I fever still go makan ice-cream. Yum yum ~ =D I saw Aaron in canteen. Then, I saw he was holding the revive. Walao.. liu kou sui liao. Then, asked him give me drink 1 mouth. =D Finally, then Aaron said Jun saw he sure jealous want. Haha.. I was thinking. He jealous aa? I jumped building lor. Go find her Rachel and listening to her bullshits la. Hate me I had nothing to do. Love me then go lucky. =D Too zhilian liao. I sot jor. I cried til sot jor. But I stopped today. Go on trix. Love ya, humans.
02:53
Monday, May 18, 2009
♥ 7th day without you.
7th day without you. Finally, I knew everything and why Jun don't give me a 2nd chance. Reason is Rachel keep telling him a lot of bullshits which is not true. She told Jun , I let Junee touched my b**bs, touch here touch there. Rebecca told me everything. I can't accept that you know. Me and her used to be best friend for a year?! I trusted her in everything. I cried like shit this morning. Keep crying and crying. She cried too, I was wondering she keep lying and she must be happy coz everyones are believing in her but not me. Why Jun so stupid went and believed her? She said she qing yan saw everything. I asked Junee did you touch it? Junee started got angry and said NO. FUCK OFF BITCH~ Why she wanna do that? WHY??!!!! 我已经崩溃了.. 我试站在他的立场想，如果我的女朋友让男生摸来摸去. 我也不会给他第二次机会咯.. Everything came in a same time. We broke, body check, anniversary and betrayed by HER! I can't take it anymore. I feel like dying. Rachel, 你已经做到最狠了.. 2nd recess, I almost jump down from my class. Everything is hopeless. I asked Jx to accompany me to outside the window. We opened the window. I tried to jump down. He stopped me! Grr~ He keep scolding me and I'm not really listening to him. I keep crying and crying. I keep asking Jx why Jun will believe her without any prove? I got a lot of proves that she was lying. Why he's still believe in her? Rachel cried and acted innocent so everybody 同情her and believe her in everything? WHY??!! I'm hurt. I cried a lot while 2nd recess. David asked me cry more and make myself feel better. I cried for the 7th day. I'm still the same. He's still hurting me. Although he did not say anything or did something. But the way he acted, what he've done? Everything was hurting me. I tried not to cry. I can't stop myself. My tears keep pouring down. I wish he can by my side and wipe my tears away. Stopping hurting me lar guys. It's suffer a lot. Please understand me. Love me then come to me. Hate me can but don't hurt me. I cried too much. Every time he stabbed my heart, it's bleeding. But he's still won't stop stabbing my heart. There's no more blood, baby. But he still keep stabbing and stabbing it...
01:25
Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥ 6th day without you.
6th day without you. Woke up in the morning, 12pm. Wondering why my mom didn't wake me up. Finally, she told me the doctor was busy so she cancelled the apointment. Change to another time. My hp bill came today, saw the bill, almost faint. 32 calls and 3538 sms. All the number belongs to 01*3766739. 3538 sms for a month?! Wtf?! My parents didn't scold me. Today quite sien. Almost all the time I was lying on my bed missing him. Nothings feels right when I'm not with you. Sick of everything coz I feel like I'm a fool. His all over my mind. It's hurts a lot when I think of him. If I got a chance again, I'll never give you up. Everyday stay up late in the morning and the tears are pouring. I can't stop it. I'm tired and I'm losing myself. Life sucks without you. I was dumb, I was wrong and I'm sorry for letting you down. Don't let our last kiss be our last. I know everything changes, I can't be without you. I can't believe it's over. I watched the whole thing fall on myown hands. I hate how much I love you. I can't throw away our memories. I wish you can wipe my tears away whenever I cry. I hope you know. Will you try to make me feel better? ='( Dinner time, my mom fried egg for me. == I hate egg!! Know why? It reminded me of Jun 1st time made breakfast for me. He fried an egg by himself. I saw the egg, exacly just like the egg Jun made for me. I threw the egg into the dustbin without mom notice. I'm so lonely. He used to sms me or calls me now just like before. But now no more. Tears dropped on the floor again. ='(
I MISS YOU, PIG!
01:07
Saturday, May 16, 2009
♥ 5th day without you.
5th day without you. Today is our 5th month anniversary if we're still a couple. I wish that we can celebrate it together. I miss you. [[ 16 May ]] Today went ts with Rac and Reb. Saw Jun at the bridge. Acted like didn't see anything. He went ts with his friends. We went kopitiamfor lunch. Then went back school. Saw Jun went opposite alone. Feel like chasing him and accompany him. Went back home, mom told me tomorrow need body check. == OMG~ I was like why?! I real dead this time. 7pm something, me and my parents went secret recipe to celebrate their 5 years anniversary. While they were ordering, my tears dropped. I went toilet cried for 10 min. Came out accompany my parents ate the cake. I bought 3 roses for them. I bought a small cheesecake for myself secretly. Went home, called Jun and told him everything. Guess what? He don't even care at all. He said he just scare my mom will go find him and told his mom ONLY. == After he hang up the phone, I cried like shit. I waited my parents went to sleep. I took out the cheesecake to my room. I locked the door, opened the window and I ate my cake alone while I'm watching the moonlight. My wish is simple enough, all I want is come back to me, baby. My tears accompany me tonight again. Almost everynight my tears accompany me to sleep. After finished eating, I hugged my couple tee to sleep as usual.
Happy 5th Month Anniversary to myself.
I'm still loving you as always.
I'm still waiting for you to come back.
='(
00:33
Friday, May 15, 2009
♥ 4th day without him.
4rd day without him. Today felt more better coz I cried too much, I guessed. Got up in the morning, my eyes hard to open. Finally, I opened it. 1st thing I looked at the mirror, WAHHH...my eyes 肿到..== I saw also scared scared dei.. Then, morning came school. I was doing my KH project. Everyone asked me what happen to your eyes? Why 肿到这样??!! I diam diam. I looked outside I saw Marcus. == I'm sure behind him sure was Jun. Then, I no look at them keep continue doing my works. Jaycie came and talked to me. When she saw me, guess 1st thing what she said? WTF?! Today is the 3rd or 4th ( I forgotten ) day your eyes 肿肿 liao. You arhh..Tomorrow don't let me see your eyes like that again. Whack you then you know. I started to get scare. Coz She less scold people d. =D She keep an wei me. Keep saying don't cry you still got me. Reminded me of everything. I started to cry again. I holded her hand and hugged her. Cried cried cried. Then stopped. Thanks for the caring Jaycie. Love ya my babe! Then, these days many people came and an wei me. Not only Jaycie la of cause. Still got my babes. =]
Jaycie said : 给他多一点时间。。他一定会找回你的。不要哭了。。还有我嘛。。
Xinyi said : 可能是他一时冲动嘛。。给他时间。。不要伤心啦。。
Rebecca xy said : 你确定他和你分了?? 可能吗？？他那么爱你。。
Rebecca yy said : 是你自己伤到他的。。Aiya.. 世界还有这么多好男人。。怕什么??
rachel said : 是你自己做错。。你和Jean那时候酱亲密。。kampung pandan 的事他都知道了。他一定会伤心咯。。
Junee said : Be single =D
Sam said : 是你自己把他推开的。。你要伤心什么？？不要酱伤心啦。。
Today I keep laughed. The way to stop crying niaa. Laughing so hard it's hurt like hell.
Everything was fine. 2nd recess, keep joking with Junxian..Keep making me laugh. == William came and mit my ear and chasing here and there lor. Lols. Junxian took out my shoe want help me foot massage.. Yam gong ~~ T.T I let them bully dou..>< Suddenly, Bintang came and gave me the letter and he walked away.
Dear Trixie,
I promise you that this is the last time that I'm gonna ask. Hope you will understand. I know you are going through a bum by relationship, but I just want to ask for your forgiveness and I'm sorry for all my wrong doing last time when I with you. But this time I'm asking from my heart. Wish you understand. All I want to say is that I really like you. I would give up anything for you, I swear. I'll give you some time to think. Thanks a lot for your time to read this nonsence.
I was shocked. He from last year said he love me til now. From last year January. OMG~ I thought he had gave up on me.I felt sorry for Bintang. It's hard to let Jun go. He meant a lot to me, just like a tattoo. Can't wipe away. I miss him badly. Life sucks without him. Everyday in class I try to make myself busy so I would not think about him. But every night before I sleep he get back to me again and again. ='(
Jaycie said : 给他多一点时间。。他一定会找回你的。不要哭了。。还有我嘛。。
Xinyi said : 可能是他一时冲动嘛。。给他时间。。不要伤心啦。。
Rebecca xy said : 你确定他和你分了?? 可能吗？？他那么爱你。。
Rebecca yy said : 是你自己伤到他的。。Aiya.. 世界还有这么多好男人。。怕什么??
rachel said : 是你自己做错。。你和Jean那时候酱亲密。。kampung pandan 的事他都知道了。他一定会伤心咯。。
Junee said : Be single =D
Sam said : 是你自己把他推开的。。你要伤心什么？？不要酱伤心啦。。
Today I keep laughed. The way to stop crying niaa. Laughing so hard it's hurt like hell.
Everything was fine. 2nd recess, keep joking with Junxian..Keep making me laugh. == William came and mit my ear and chasing here and there lor. Lols. Junxian took out my shoe want help me foot massage.. Yam gong ~~ T.T I let them bully dou..>< Suddenly, Bintang came and gave me the letter and he walked away.
Dear Trixie,
I promise you that this is the last time that I'm gonna ask. Hope you will understand. I know you are going through a bum by relationship, but I just want to ask for your forgiveness and I'm sorry for all my wrong doing last time when I with you. But this time I'm asking from my heart. Wish you understand. All I want to say is that I really like you. I would give up anything for you, I swear. I'll give you some time to think. Thanks a lot for your time to read this nonsence.
Your truly,
Bintang.
I was shocked. He from last year said he love me til now. From last year January. OMG~ I thought he had gave up on me.I felt sorry for Bintang. It's hard to let Jun go. He meant a lot to me, just like a tattoo. Can't wipe away. I miss him badly. Life sucks without him. Everyday in class I try to make myself busy so I would not think about him. But every night before I sleep he get back to me again and again. ='(
01:16
Thursday, May 14, 2009
♥ 3rd day without you.
3rd day without you, babe. Another suffer day as usual. This morning was cold, rainy day again. As usual, I wish that someone can come and gives me a warm hug. Aww~ I wish that can happen man. Reached school, I slept on my desk. Then, when I woke up, Xinyi was sitting in front of me. =D Then, Rebecca came and gave me a letter. I was shocked. I thought that was a break up letter from Junn. Waaa..Xinyi also thought that. Then, I opened it, it's from Rachel la. == She wrote very sorry for making me jealous while she was so close with Junn. == She said she knew everything what I wrote in my bloggie. Me and Xinyi guessed is Rebecca. Just guess la. Then, I replied her and I asked Junee to give her. Aww~ Good dog =X I hope he don't this. =D I wrote nothing la. Everything was started from me. I have nothing to do with it. Then, everything went normally. After school, I'm going Timesquare with WenFang and PeyJun. Bought the tickets and we sat the escalator go up. Guess who I saw? Junn.. I was staring at him. He just looked at me smiled. Actually, I want to blocked him and talk face to face. At last, I didn't coz I don't dare enough. Then, the seconds I turned around, I hugged PeiJun and my tears were dropping. Keep dropping and dropping.. Then, I saw Rachel. Hmm..We guessed she and Junn going out together lor. Just guess, then Rachel explained then nothing le. I don't want to think so much also. We went Timesquare. Ordered the chocolate cake for Junkai and we went 10th floor to eat lunch. WenFang wanted to eat Tomyam, she said food court de Tomyam very nice. == We went up, WenFang went and ordered Tomyam. Me and PeyJun don't want to eat. While she went to order food. I suddenly tak boleh tahan.. CRIED CRIED CRIED macam sorpo. Those workers in Timesquare all stared at me. I stared back again and showed them an angry face. They scared and walkaway. == Keep crying crying coz my whole mind was thinking about Jun. Continue cried cried cried. PeyJun saw me like this reminded me of her gf. She follewed me cried again. We 2 cried cried creid. WALAO WEI.. Everyone stared at us, they were thinking what happen to this two girls? == WenFang came back and PeyJun stopped crying and stole her Tomyam. I continue cried cried cried while listening break up songs. Suddenly, they said, the Tomyam tasted quite good wor. Want try? Then, I go drink abit lor. Wahh...yum yum yum..Nice ler. Slowly I felt hungry also. 1st recess and 2nd recess no eat? Means whole day no eat. Damn hungry. Then, I asked PeyJun helps me buy another set of Tomyam. =D I don't dare go order coz my face red red and my eyes full of tears. == She helped me. She brought back then me and her finished up everything. Yum yum.. After finished then go bakery history bought our cake. After that, we sat monorail go back school. Then celebrated Junkai birthday in school. He was suprised and happy man. =D After celebrating his brithday, went to canteen. Unfortunately, I saw Jun again. ><>< Reached home, called Xinyi and told her everything. Then, called Jean for fun. Cakap fei hua. Then, 8pm off the lights, locked the door and lay on my bed. Hugging the couple tee, holding our necklace tight and cried..Til 9.30 something. Got up and drank come milk. Lay on my bed again, I cried til damn tired ler, no more tears liao. After drank my milk and went to bed and sleep. That's all. =( The day I lost him.
02:34
♥ I've lost everything included you.
Come back to me
I've lost everything included you.
I've lost you.
Finally my tears day had come.
You rather believe in your friends but not me.
You hurted me deeply, baby.
2 more days to our 5th Months Anniversary.
Just 2 more days,
but my wish didn't come true.
We planned our future house and kids.
And now my wish had broken.
It's hard to fix back.
I asked for the last chance.
You never give me chance to start everything again.
Baby, I hope 1 day you will come back to me.
I'll wait, I promise I'll wait.
You meant a lot to me.
We had a lot of sweet memories.
Forgive and forget, you remember?
When you said no more chance,
I can't stop my tears pouring down.
My heart had broken into a lot of pieces.
I blamed myself for loving someone else.
I blamed myself for being selfish.
I blamed myself for being a bitch.
I want everything back to normal like before.
I want everythings back.
I want.
We laughed, we smiled, we shared everything.
EVERYTHING!
You used 2 seconds to said it.
Before you said it,
tears keep dropping on my keyboard.
I happy while I'm dissapointed.
I'm happy coz finally you talked to me.
I'm sad coz finally my tears day had come.
I don't deserve you.
I do hope you will give me 1 more a chance to make everythings alright.
People said 失去了才会珍惜！
Finally, I learnt this lesson.
I don't want to give up you so easily.
I said I'll wait.
I wanted you so much.
I love you.
Your words hurted me so much.
You really do.
I'm holding our necklace tight.
I sleep with our couple tee everynight.
Missing your face badly,
missing the way we kissed passionately,
missing the way you hugged me warmly.
Now,
EVERYTHING IS GONE.
GONE....
01:05
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
♥ Another hard day for me.
This morning, 3.03am. I'm sitting on my bed and looking outside the window with a rainy weather. It's cold. I wish that there's a person come and hug me to sleep. I don't know why I can't sleep at all. I thought many things about 3 of us. Jean keep asking me why it's so complicated? I asked myself why it's so complicated? I can barely answer this man. I don't know what they're thinking? They used to say love you love you and now what happen? I felt like crying when I was sitting on my bed. 4 days more to decide let them go or keep one of them safely with me? After 4 days, I'll give up on everything. It's suffer a lot. I gave my heart to you, I trusted you'll keep it safely and taking care of it with all your heart. Time goes by, and now what happen? You broke it with your own hand. Keep stabing my heart with your blade until the blood had finish. There's only one way to fix it back. fix it with your own hand, taking care of it nicely and PROMISE ME THAT YOU'LL NEVER BREAK IT AGAIN. Do you know what it feels like loving someone to seem a rush to throw you away? ='( Today was another hard day for me. Let's start from 2nd recess. 2nd recess I was sitting in my class with Xinyi. I was listening WenFang's mp3. All break up songs, not all la but most of all. SUITE ME =D Then, Jean came to my class keep walking and talking around. Suddenly I looked at him and he was coming to my place. I thought he has something to say to me. He came to my seat looked at me, smiled and walked away. I was like.. Stupid!Keep listening the mp3. Then suddenly I saw Junn came to my class, and I was listening the song about something like me and Junn's story d.What the hell? My tears pouring out. I can't take it and my tears keep coming out. == Xinyi was keep asking me stop crying stop crying. Then bell rang, I went to toilet with PeiJun. We skipped our science period. We were sitting in the toilet listening to the mp3. CRY CRY CRY. I also don't want d, but I can't stop myself ma.. ='( Then, PeiJun sayang sayang me lor. Came back class then we lied to teacher said stomachache. I knew teacher knew I cried and we skipped our class. My science teacher knows me well. She knew everything too. I love her, 蔡爱华老师. After school, I got tuition in school today. Me and Rebecca went to canteen and we ate like half an hour. == We ate magee. Junxian shared magee with me and keep stealing my food. LOLS. Pig la him. Then, Junxian keep disturbing me around lo. After finished eating we went to our class and tuition. I learnt a lot of things man. =D I'm happy but I saw Junn was sitting at the corner so lonely. I feel like go there and sit beside him and accompany him talk and do our homework. But at last I didn't do it la of cause.I watched him doing his work silently. =] Aww ~ He's cute. But I still don't know why he keep ignoring. That must be something happen. ='( Ok la. Need to have eat dinner ler. Bye =[
16:11
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥ You're not sorry.
Why 2 of them are treating me like this? I'm the one who always get hurt. It's painful that you keep stabbing my heart with your knife. This morning everything is fine while me and Junn were talking. After that, I went to his class. Then, he sat at his place and I sat behind Aaron. Then, Rachel came and sat beside Junn. I kept quiet. Junn like don't even give a shit about me. So, I went back to class. Before bell rang, I went to toilet with Xinyi and Jiarun. Jean saw me and he touched my hand then I fall down and accidently hitted his face. He thought I was playing around so he was mad at me. == I was damn innocent man. After that, everything went normally. 2nd recess, Junn promised me he'll come and see me. == At last, what happen? He never come. I was joking around with JunKai they all. I was keep acting that nothing happen and I'm happy always. I kept everything in my heart. I tried laughing so hard to let go of everything. But they'll never know how hurt am I? After school, Junn promised he'll come to my class and accompany me go opposite eat lunch. Then, I waited him damn long and he never come. So, I went Timesquare with Weizhun, Qilin and Rachel. We went to Gasoline and we were eating there. Then, went back school. I saw Junn and few min later don't know where he went so I went to badminton court played badminton with Junkai. My skills is getting sucks because I long time no play badminton ler. Then, I got up and went to canteen. I saw Junn was sitting with Rachel again! AGAIN! I'm easy jealous girl ok. OMG~ I not so happy anyways. After that, I saw Junn was going back with Rachel and he ignored me. I bought my drink and went to public phone there. I saw Junn alone so I went to find him. He was keep ignoring me and he acted like he didn't see me. I was chasing him because I wanna know what happen today? He'll never ignore me. He changed. At last, I gave up. I stopped there and stared. After breaking up with him. He changed to another person. Yes, it is. I still can't believe this. He'll never ignore me. He'll never fong fei gei me. He'll never treat me as cold as now before. NEVER. It hurts me a lot. He changed. He used to accompany me all the time and now he spent his time on flirting around. What the fuck? You're not sorry boy. Then, I sat there I was waiting my uncle to come. I was talking with Xinyi and Jiarun. Suddenly, my auntie came from behind and scolded me YOU WANTED ME TO WAIT HOW LONG? YOU WANT DIE A?! I didn;t know she was waiting for me. I'm so damn fucking innocent. She's thinks her voice loud enough so she was correct and I'm wrong. FUCK OFF! I sat in car quietly and let her scold. I'm here to say. I quiet because I'm tired and I don't want to fight back. So, I let her scold. She keep scolding then suddenly I fall as sleep. == Reached home she's still talking to herself. Reached home, I onlined. Then, I saw Jean and I told him sorry coz I smacked his face accidently. He said nevermind. He suddenly asked me why you jealous when you saw Junn was talking with another girl? Are you going to recouple with him because you don't want to see him flirting with another girl right? I was speechless. Then, my msn suddenly got problem. I don't have a chance to explain. Sad. When I onlined back he offlined ler. ='( All this time I was hoping and waiting that you could come around. I've been giving a lot of chances everytime and all you do is let me down. And it's taken me so long to figured it out that you don't love me anymore. You can always tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you like I did before.
15:40
Monday, May 11, 2009
♥ Sweet Conversation.
I'm here to show you guys what we call as a sweet couple. I was chatting with Xinyi just now. We chat about disiplin teacher whacked us with cane. This is our conversation in msn. LOLS. Let's see how sweet are they? =D Sorry Xinyi, I betrayed you. I really do hope you guys will last forever. They in school more sweet d. Naughty naughty there =X Hahah... Enjoy.
wen say:
my hand
my hand
wen say:
walao
wen say:
==
==
wen say:
now no feel le
now no feel le
xin yi ♥ says:
still pain karh?
still pain karh?
xin yi ♥ says:
me toooooooooooooooooooooooo!
me toooooooooooooooooooooooo!
wen say:
no pain
no pain
xin yi ♥ says:
good lorhhh~
good lorhhh~
xin yi ♥ says:
my hand still pain~
my hand still pain~
wen say:
lols
lols
xin yi ♥ says:
press only pain la~
press only pain la~
xin yi ♥ says:
didnt press it then not pain la~
didnt press it then not pain la~
wen say:
lols.
lols.
wen say:
david gt sek u?
david gt sek u?
xin yi ♥ says:
just now he touch my hand lo~
just now he touch my hand lo~
xin yi ♥ says:
then touch touch xia..
then touch touch xia..
wen say:
yorr
yorr
xin yi ♥ says:
suddenly pain~
suddenly pain~
wen say:
xian mu..
xian mu..
xin yi ♥ says:
==
==
xin yi ♥ says:
then..
then..
wen say:
??
??
xin yi ♥ says:
我抓住他的手，他问我：很痛？
我抓住他的手，他问我：很痛？
xin yi ♥ says:
then 我讲：痛
then 我讲：痛
wen say:
lols..
lols..
xin yi ♥ says:
then he said..
then he said..
wen say:
??
??
xin yi ♥ says:
my hand pain, he heart pain..
my hand pain, he heart pain..
xin yi ♥ says:
lols
lols
wen say:
sweet laa.
sweet laa.
wen say:
=D
=D
End
16:09
♥ Sob Sob.
What should I do?
Who should I choose?
Confusing ='(
I gave myself 6 more days.
After 6 days I'll give up on him ( A ) and recouple with another him ( B ).
I hope A don't regret and think twice about it.
And I hope he knows my feelings too.
Once I make this decision that's no turning back.
I wish I can scold him and shout STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS to him.
I'm not brave enough anyway.
Junee asked me to be single.
I don't know ='(
My mood was down today.
Somemore today ponteng class and let my disiplin teacher whack my hand.
He whacked me with his cane, DAMN FUCKING HARD.
In canteen I can't take it anymore then I cried.==
1st time whacked me so hard!!
Cibai disiplin teacher.
BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG!
Who should I choose?
Confusing ='(
I gave myself 6 more days.
After 6 days I'll give up on him ( A ) and recouple with another him ( B ).
I hope A don't regret and think twice about it.
And I hope he knows my feelings too.
Once I make this decision that's no turning back.
I wish I can scold him and shout STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS to him.
I'm not brave enough anyway.
Junee asked me to be single.
I don't know ='(
My mood was down today.
Somemore today ponteng class and let my disiplin teacher whack my hand.
He whacked me with his cane, DAMN FUCKING HARD.
In canteen I can't take it anymore then I cried.==
1st time whacked me so hard!!
Cibai disiplin teacher.
BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG! BU SHUANG!
15:03
Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥ Mummy's BIG Day.
g g g g Happy MAMA's Day g g g g
I love you Mummy =D
MUACKS~
Thanks for everything you gave me.
I love you Mummy =D
MUACKS~
Thanks for everything you gave me.
20:44
Saturday, May 9, 2009
♥ Silver Medal.
Lols.. My silver Medal, quite happy ler when I got it. But my grandpa said take 1 medal only. CACAT! He said like that orhh..Sui dou sei. Suan ler.. But I'm still happy nahxx..All my teamates ran so fast. =D Just now, I was chatting with Junn. Then, he told me said he knows how to cook. == I sure don't believe him d. Then, he told me later his house got party so he needed to help his mom. I asked him to cook for me. He said SEE 1ST! What la him..I said Monday prepare breakfast for me then he still telling me see 1st see 1st. Sui dou sei..>< Suan liao.. Many people owe me breakfast ler. But all lazy wake up early cook for me. Grrr~ Suan liao. I want off ler. This morning from 10.30 on til now. My computer sure spoil d. == Let's see my medal.
Taaaadaaa...My medal. =D Kuen Cheng logo. =]
坤成中学运动会2009 四百公尺接力女丙亚军 =D
19:56
Friday, May 8, 2009
♥ Sport Day pics.
Just woke up. >< I on my msn then Jaycie came and nudged me. I'm still blur blur abit nahx. Then, she wanted to send me some sport day pics. I asked her to upload in friendster and it's more easier to grab. So, I grabbed it. Just 2 pics only. == I will upload more later.
My ugly face >< them="D">
Eating vanilla ice-cream. Rachel's mom bought for me d. xD Then, Jaycie took the pic. =]
23:07
♥ Sport Day 08.05.2009 =D
OMG OMG OMG OMG ~ =D My class won the 2nd place. Wakakaka xD So damn f**king happy! Actually I quite nervous because form 1 this year so many people who can run so damn fast want. But I trusted my teamates we can do it. 1st runner is Zhi Xuan she ran quite fast also, she keep chasing the the 2 people in front of her. But she past the stick earlier to me so my turn to run. I run damn fast orh. Everyone also said that, and they said this time better then Wed Sport Day. =X Then, 3rd runner is Xin Yi. When I past the stick to her I keep shouting her name like siao zha bo. Haha, too excited maybe. Then, last Han Ling's turn. She ran like a fire. Whoa..PRO MAN! But at last we got 2nd place. We all very happy lur, not first but 2nd. Good job guys =D After finished running, then guys' turn. Our class got 3rd place, quite happy today. =D
Today whole day I was sticking with Jean so I didn't talk to Junn much. I don't know why today Junn sticked with a girl so damn close. I don't know who the hell? He was sitting so close with her, I saw him from behind like he was hugging the girl. But I didn't care lur. I'm sure he don't feel good when he saw me and Jean so close together de. So I kept quiet. Finally, I finished the competition, then I'm so so so hungry. Then my stomach was so pain actually, wei tong. == I was holding the necklace tight. It's suffer. But I keep drinking the water to make me feel better then at last it felt better. After that, me, Jean, Rebecca, WX and Jonathan they all were sitting behind there chatting. Jean like lazy to accompany me. So, I went upstair and sat alone. Jean went to buy drink with Jonathan. I was sitting there alone and playing with Rachel's pink pink cap. LOLS. Then, 5 min later Jean came. =D He came and sat beside me and we were chatting around lur. He told me his leg was painful and he asked me to help him put some medecine on it and helped him massage. When I helped him I'm like taking advantage of him. Lols. He keep looking at me and smiled. ><>< Hehe..Happy =D He said I ran so fast orh. Lols. Not only him la of cause, more people told me that also. =X Then, Jonathan and Wx said geli geli~ What la.. Lols. Few min later, he needed to go somewhere to play snooker if I'm not wrong la. I asked me to go but I didn't follow him. =[ After he went back, I was finding any friend can fetch me back home. At last, Jun Kai's father fetched me back home. When I packed my bag Jean came back. == But never talk to me. So I walked with Jun Kai lor. Then everything just went normally. HAPPY! =D
Today whole day I was sticking with Jean so I didn't talk to Junn much. I don't know why today Junn sticked with a girl so damn close. I don't know who the hell? He was sitting so close with her, I saw him from behind like he was hugging the girl. But I didn't care lur. I'm sure he don't feel good when he saw me and Jean so close together de. So I kept quiet. Finally, I finished the competition, then I'm so so so hungry. Then my stomach was so pain actually, wei tong. == I was holding the necklace tight. It's suffer. But I keep drinking the water to make me feel better then at last it felt better. After that, me, Jean, Rebecca, WX and Jonathan they all were sitting behind there chatting. Jean like lazy to accompany me. So, I went upstair and sat alone. Jean went to buy drink with Jonathan. I was sitting there alone and playing with Rachel's pink pink cap. LOLS. Then, 5 min later Jean came. =D He came and sat beside me and we were chatting around lur. He told me his leg was painful and he asked me to help him put some medecine on it and helped him massage. When I helped him I'm like taking advantage of him. Lols. He keep looking at me and smiled. ><>< Hehe..Happy =D He said I ran so fast orh. Lols. Not only him la of cause, more people told me that also. =X Then, Jonathan and Wx said geli geli~ What la.. Lols. Few min later, he needed to go somewhere to play snooker if I'm not wrong la. I asked me to go but I didn't follow him. =[ After he went back, I was finding any friend can fetch me back home. At last, Jun Kai's father fetched me back home. When I packed my bag Jean came back. == But never talk to me. So I walked with Jun Kai lor. Then everything just went normally. HAPPY! =D
14:35
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
♥ Sport day. 06.05.2009 =D
I'm so excited. Finally sport day is on! This morning I sat teacher Lim's car to go to Stadium Bukit Jalil. LOLS we were joking in the car this morning with Ye Ling. =D Reached there nothing to do and I just sat there. Don't know why wherever I go I sure will met Junee and Jean. Yes, When I reached there I saw them. == I saw Jean was wearing my bracelet and I'm happy but at last he took it out. =[ Sad face lur. I went inside the stadium and I was sitting with Rebecca and Wx! They two keep love u love me. Grr~ I xin mu them and I hope they happy always. =D It's nice to see couple playing around. LOLS. Suddenly, I was so angry and guess what? Rachel and Junn were sitting so close together. Yes, that's right I'm jealous and SO WHAT?! Grr~ Rachel was lying on Junn's arm and I tried so hard not to look at them but Rachel keep calling me so I'll look at her and I saw she was lying on Junn's arm again. Damn! I was like holding the necklace tight and runaway. The necklace was me and Junn's couple necklace and I don't know why I'm still wearing it. == Whenever I saw them I will think back what happen on Tuesday. Okay, I'll tell the whole story here. I went to find Rebecca and I went to D class. I saw Rachel was hugging Junn and they were sitting so close together. When I came in, Junn pushed Rachel away and stood up. I was acting like I saw NOTHING! Wtf man?! I just broke up with Junn one day and now she came and trying to make me jealous huh?! Although she's my sis but I still wanna say FUCK HER! I'm sorry Rachel. I can't get over it. Junn was trying to make me jealous and showing me how well he flirt to girls. Yes, he'll be happy because it works! I'M JEALOUS! Sam was telling me, he said you're the one who let go you and Junn's relationship so whatever he did is non of your business? It's true and I'm not suppose to care! Now, it's time to fuck her off. I swear if I lose and I'll never lose to G class. Finally, Rachel was 2nd runner and I'm 2nd runner too. I won. I was running so fast while 4x100m. I was thinking what Rachel and Junn did so I let go of everything. But the 3rd runner was slow down. So, my class got 3rd place. I'm still happy la and everybody was high 5 to me and proud of me. Wakakakak xD Zhilian pig! =X Actually I wanna join 4x400m want but it's too late. ='( Nvm la, Rachel cried at last and I don't know what happen. == Sad for her and I pity her. =] After I ran my 4x100m and Kai Xuan saw me, he was smiling at me said BRAVO. Haha.. I asked him to belanja me makan and he did! LOLS. He gave me Rm10 also xD After that, Jean today like unhappy so I no kacau him.=[ Sad. He accompany me a while only. Nvm, still got tomorrow. Yeepeee... I'm excited for friday. =D ADD OIL JR2F! =]
17:39
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
♥ My baka hamsap sweetheart -- Jackie zai
I went to my cousin's house. I saw my Jackie zai.. That hamsap doggie. xD Something special about Jackie. Guess what? Why I called him hamsap? hoho~ Jackie love to sleep under my butt. Jackie love to lie on my breast and more. That hamsap dog. He's just 4 months years old. Let's view the pic.
The way he sleep.
My hamsap dog and it's a male dog.
It's cute right? But too bad, HAMSAP!! =D Nevermind, I still love my Jack Jack!! MUACKS~
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Monday, May 4, 2009
♥ Hurted with a smile.
DAMN!! FUCK YOU FUCK ME FUCK EVERYBODY! I'm so grrrr ><Come back to me - Utada Hikaru
Guess what? I saw Rachel was huggin Junn while 2nd recess!!! grrrr~ BU SHUANG!! Suan le ba. Sam was telling me. Let him do whatever he like and more. == I'm lazy to type more la. Just..><
Another shit happen again. Everytime I look into Jean's eyes. I'm thinking when he's with me, will he thinks of Rebecca? 2nd recess, he came to my class for celebrating Junee's birthday. Me and Jean bought a same brand ( garage ), same colour, same shop d shirt for Junee. Just the size and pattern are different. Impossible huh? He said we two got 默契. After school, Jean came my class again. He saw me and my sad face, so he was pressing my face and mit-ing face and calling me fishy as usual. Forget it. Reached home, and on my computer and everything went usually.
Guess what? I saw Rachel was huggin Junn while 2nd recess!!! grrrr~ BU SHUANG!! Suan le ba. Sam was telling me. Let him do whatever he like and more. == I'm lazy to type more la. Just..><
Another shit happen again. Everytime I look into Jean's eyes. I'm thinking when he's with me, will he thinks of Rebecca? 2nd recess, he came to my class for celebrating Junee's birthday. Me and Jean bought a same brand ( garage ), same colour, same shop d shirt for Junee. Just the size and pattern are different. Impossible huh? He said we two got 默契. After school, Jean came my class again. He saw me and my sad face, so he was pressing my face and mit-ing face and calling me fishy as usual. Forget it. Reached home, and on my computer and everything went usually.
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