Thursday, May 14, 2009
♥ 3rd day without you.
3rd day without you, babe. Another suffer day as usual. This morning was cold, rainy day again. As usual, I wish that someone can come and gives me a warm hug. Aww~ I wish that can happen man. Reached school, I slept on my desk. Then, when I woke up, Xinyi was sitting in front of me. =D Then, Rebecca came and gave me a letter. I was shocked. I thought that was a break up letter from Junn. Waaa..Xinyi also thought that. Then, I opened it, it's from Rachel la. == She wrote very sorry for making me jealous while she was so close with Junn. == She said she knew everything what I wrote in my bloggie. Me and Xinyi guessed is Rebecca. Just guess la. Then, I replied her and I asked Junee to give her. Aww~ Good dog =X I hope he don't this. =D I wrote nothing la. Everything was started from me. I have nothing to do with it. Then, everything went normally. After school, I'm going Timesquare with WenFang and PeyJun. Bought the tickets and we sat the escalator go up. Guess who I saw? Junn.. I was staring at him. He just looked at me smiled. Actually, I want to blocked him and talk face to face. At last, I didn't coz I don't dare enough. Then, the seconds I turned around, I hugged PeiJun and my tears were dropping. Keep dropping and dropping.. Then, I saw Rachel. Hmm..We guessed she and Junn going out together lor. Just guess, then Rachel explained then nothing le. I don't want to think so much also. We went Timesquare. Ordered the chocolate cake for Junkai and we went 10th floor to eat lunch. WenFang wanted to eat Tomyam, she said food court de Tomyam very nice. == We went up, WenFang went and ordered Tomyam. Me and PeyJun don't want to eat. While she went to order food. I suddenly tak boleh tahan.. CRIED CRIED CRIED macam sorpo. Those workers in Timesquare all stared at me. I stared back again and showed them an angry face. They scared and walkaway. == Keep crying crying coz my whole mind was thinking about Jun. Continue cried cried cried. PeyJun saw me like this reminded me of her gf. She follewed me cried again. We 2 cried cried creid. WALAO WEI.. Everyone stared at us, they were thinking what happen to this two girls? == WenFang came back and PeyJun stopped crying and stole her Tomyam. I continue cried cried cried while listening break up songs. Suddenly, they said, the Tomyam tasted quite good wor. Want try? Then, I go drink abit lor. Wahh...yum yum yum..Nice ler. Slowly I felt hungry also. 1st recess and 2nd recess no eat? Means whole day no eat. Damn hungry. Then, I asked PeyJun helps me buy another set of Tomyam. =D I don't dare go order coz my face red red and my eyes full of tears. == She helped me. She brought back then me and her finished up everything. Yum yum.. After finished then go bakery history bought our cake. After that, we sat monorail go back school. Then celebrated Junkai birthday in school. He was suprised and happy man. =D After celebrating his brithday, went to canteen. Unfortunately, I saw Jun again. ><>< Reached home, called Xinyi and told her everything. Then, called Jean for fun. Cakap fei hua. Then, 8pm off the lights, locked the door and lay on my bed. Hugging the couple tee, holding our necklace tight and cried..Til 9.30 something. Got up and drank come milk. Lay on my bed again, I cried til damn tired ler, no more tears liao. After drank my milk and went to bed and sleep. That's all. =( The day I lost him.
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