Friday, May 29, 2009
♥ 18th day without you.
18th day without you. This morning, Reb came and told me today was Rachel's last day. OMG ~ I was shocked. I don't know why my tears were rolling down. I cried. She came and hugged me. 1 year and the 5 months sister. We did argued but I still miss her. I bu ser de. I cried with Reb. I'm not ready to accept the truth. Reb was begging me to forgive her. I told Reb. I will not foregive her but she's gone, I still abit bu ser de. Take care baa Rachel..Change your attitube =D Good luck. Some of my friends were so happy coz finally she left this school. But I kept quiet today. She's gone after today. GOOD LUCK, FRIEND. You're not my sister and you're not my best friend, you're just my normal friend. I'm sorry.
Yesterday Jun said he's gonna stay in school for me. You promised me you'll stay. But at last, you never stay and you went back home I guessed. After school, I went to ts with Williem. He wanted to buy memory card ( 2 GB ). I wanted to eat Baskin Robbin ice-cream. I accompany him. Me and him were saying. If Hoong Jun stay in school. When I see him I need to rush to him and hug him. I told Williem I said hahaa...Don't expect you can see me hug him coz he's not staying. He said how you know? I told him my 6th tense told me. Haizz..I miss him a lot. ='( Ffk me again. Reached school, he really no stay. I was right. Yesterday I cried again. His words hurted me again and again. I asked him do you want to wan hui something? Example..me? Means wan hui me larr.. Then he said he got think before but now no more. I was like..I straight hang up the phone and my tears was rolling down. ='( Today after came back from ts I played volleyball with my gang. I played so hard laughing so hard and it's hurt like hell. Again.. He stabbed my heart again. Another hard stab for me again and again... ='( I'm the one who always got hurt and cried alone. I always doing something by myself, you used to accompany all the time and you always don't let me go out with myself. You used to worry about me. You used to mit my nose and saying that I'm cute. You used to hugged me in your class and sleep and telling me that you love my hug coz it's warm. Now.. Everything is gone.. Without you I was so lonely. I was alone all the time. You don't want to wan hui me but why you telling me you love me? Why? I wanted to tell you. Actually...I love you too. After you left me, my happiness never last that long.
Yesterday Jun said he's gonna stay in school for me. You promised me you'll stay. But at last, you never stay and you went back home I guessed. After school, I went to ts with Williem. He wanted to buy memory card ( 2 GB ). I wanted to eat Baskin Robbin ice-cream. I accompany him. Me and him were saying. If Hoong Jun stay in school. When I see him I need to rush to him and hug him. I told Williem I said hahaa...Don't expect you can see me hug him coz he's not staying. He said how you know? I told him my 6th tense told me. Haizz..I miss him a lot. ='( Ffk me again. Reached school, he really no stay. I was right. Yesterday I cried again. His words hurted me again and again. I asked him do you want to wan hui something? Example..me? Means wan hui me larr.. Then he said he got think before but now no more. I was like..I straight hang up the phone and my tears was rolling down. ='( Today after came back from ts I played volleyball with my gang. I played so hard laughing so hard and it's hurt like hell. Again.. He stabbed my heart again. Another hard stab for me again and again... ='( I'm the one who always got hurt and cried alone. I always doing something by myself, you used to accompany all the time and you always don't let me go out with myself. You used to worry about me. You used to mit my nose and saying that I'm cute. You used to hugged me in your class and sleep and telling me that you love my hug coz it's warm. Now.. Everything is gone.. Without you I was so lonely. I was alone all the time. You don't want to wan hui me but why you telling me you love me? Why? I wanted to tell you. Actually...I love you too. After you left me, my happiness never last that long.
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