Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ 8th day without you.
8th day without you. 2 something in a midnight. I felt cold. Don't know why. I covered myself with blanket. Til 4am something. I'm felt colder and colder. I called my mommy. Mommy said I had a high fever. She asked me not to go to school. I told her I got exam. Another reason was I'm waiting for Jun's answer. Came school everyone asking me what happen to you? Why your face so red? As usual they came and touched my forehead, everywhere. == YOU'RE HOT! Fever hot la. I'm hugging Jx's hand and to lie down. I have no energy. I can hardly stand up also. That's horrible. I felt cold I felt hot. OMG~ I'm dying I think. == Then, exam time. It's quite ok. I still can do it. I wasted 1 hour to finished. I wasted 45 min to sleep. Then, 2nd recess i'm waiting for you to come. Ehem..You promised me you'll come and visit me on 2nd recess then where are you? Aww ~ I almost jumped building today again. =D Jx stopped me O.O Again? Lols. You hurt me too deep baby. I cried like shit again. Tell you guys a secret, this is the last time I cried for him I promise you guys. Shhh... =D Then few min later, I saw Jun was pressing his heart. I was correct. He heart pain again. Whenever he heart is painful I'm always accompany him. He'll hold my hands tight then I'll ask him to look at me. Then, slowly he heart will felt better. We used to do that man. I went toilet with Pey Jun and I cried for 2 period something like that. == My eyes was hurt. Bubu ~ ='( I want you guys sek sek =] After school, I guessed Jun went out with Rachel again. I guessed la. I didn't see him. Then, I went to find teacher lim. Then, I high fever again, Pey Jun went to buy ice cubes for me. I saw JiaYu. Aww ~ They told me everything. Guess what? They told me Rachel cried and told Jun why I become so flower heart? Eat shit la you. I never accept Jean before. Rachel told me while I kissing Jun, I pull Jun's hands to my bo? FUCK YOU THEN RACHEL. I never do it I swear to god. She told them I let Junee touched my bo? FUCK YOU FOR THE 2ND TIME, BITCH! Finally, they told me the main point. RACHEL LOVES JUN. Lalalallala ~ I was right. They said Rebecca knew it but she didn't tell me. WALAO ~ Rachel, you very geng. Acted innocent, cried in front of Jun and telling bullshits to him. Everyone told me you was innocent. Aww ~ Kesian you my babe Rachel, FUCK YOU FOR THE 3RD TIME. =D They told me a lot of things, more then this. I told them the truth. Whether they gonna believe me or not? I'm will not give a shit coz I knew what I did and I swear to god and cross my heart I never do it. =D Okays, I admitted I cried again. I told teacher Lim everything. She told me something, you and him together for 4 months plus. 151 days.. Opps ~ Is 149 days minus 2 days you dumped me. I was innocent and don't know what happened? Finally, I knew everything now. We been together for 149 days. You think know me well, baby? No, I don't think so. But you still trust her in everything. Okays, she loves you but she's using dirty way to get you. I'm speechless. She'll feel guilty 1 day, I swear. You're not suppose to believe her with the QING YAN word. But if you saw everything with your own eyes. You hate me then I'm speechless. But you're just listening to her and see-ing her innocent face. I'm sorry. Rebecca asked me to forgive her. I can't do it. Like what Juang told me. Any reason to forgive her? NO!! I can't find any. I'm sorry bitch. I live my life to the fullest. I don't hate what I dislike. Coz I know I'm perfect then you bitch. You made me cried a lot for Jun. I wasted my time and my tears to beg him come back to me. No! I'm silly. I will not forgive you. I got fever I'm still stayed in school waiting for him to come and visit me. Just once, I also happy. ='( Crying face does not mean I'm crying now. Lols. Justs ad nia..
P/s : You dumped me, so you must felt happy with your choice. 1 day you'll regret, why you being silly and stupid for believing her? I'll still loving you as always. But I will not cry for you anymore. Not a single tears. You don't deserve me. I never did anything wrong. You're the one who believed in her bullshits. =D You're not sorry but you'll regret baby. I will stay single for you. But until 1 day you knew everything then you know la...I will not cry for you anymore. I'm just waiting for you to say sorry then.. see how 1st!! =D If Rachel together with you then you know you're dying on her hands la..I just gives you a warning. If you still want mess with her, nothing I can do. You'll know the truth 1 day. I don't want to explain so much here coz all your mind you're still thinking she's the one who correct in everything. Last but not least, I'm still loving you, Jun. Remember this.
Oh ya.. My fever 39.9 !! Kua zhang dao..I almost faint. == After school, I fever still go makan ice-cream. Yum yum ~ =D I saw Aaron in canteen. Then, I saw he was holding the revive. Walao.. liu kou sui liao. Then, asked him give me drink 1 mouth. =D Finally, then Aaron said Jun saw he sure jealous want. Haha.. I was thinking. He jealous aa? I jumped building lor. Go find her Rachel and listening to her bullshits la. Hate me I had nothing to do. Love me then go lucky. =D Too zhilian liao. I sot jor. I cried til sot jor. But I stopped today. Go on trix. Love ya, humans.
P/s : You dumped me, so you must felt happy with your choice. 1 day you'll regret, why you being silly and stupid for believing her? I'll still loving you as always. But I will not cry for you anymore. Not a single tears. You don't deserve me. I never did anything wrong. You're the one who believed in her bullshits. =D You're not sorry but you'll regret baby. I will stay single for you. But until 1 day you knew everything then you know la...I will not cry for you anymore. I'm just waiting for you to say sorry then.. see how 1st!! =D If Rachel together with you then you know you're dying on her hands la..I just gives you a warning. If you still want mess with her, nothing I can do. You'll know the truth 1 day. I don't want to explain so much here coz all your mind you're still thinking she's the one who correct in everything. Last but not least, I'm still loving you, Jun. Remember this.
Oh ya.. My fever 39.9 !! Kua zhang dao..I almost faint. == After school, I fever still go makan ice-cream. Yum yum ~ =D I saw Aaron in canteen. Then, I saw he was holding the revive. Walao.. liu kou sui liao. Then, asked him give me drink 1 mouth. =D Finally, then Aaron said Jun saw he sure jealous want. Haha.. I was thinking. He jealous aa? I jumped building lor. Go find her Rachel and listening to her bullshits la. Hate me I had nothing to do. Love me then go lucky. =D Too zhilian liao. I sot jor. I cried til sot jor. But I stopped today. Go on trix. Love ya, humans.
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