Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥ 6th day without you.
6th day without you. Woke up in the morning, 12pm. Wondering why my mom didn't wake me up. Finally, she told me the doctor was busy so she cancelled the apointment. Change to another time. My hp bill came today, saw the bill, almost faint. 32 calls and 3538 sms. All the number belongs to 01*3766739. 3538 sms for a month?! Wtf?! My parents didn't scold me. Today quite sien. Almost all the time I was lying on my bed missing him. Nothings feels right when I'm not with you. Sick of everything coz I feel like I'm a fool. His all over my mind. It's hurts a lot when I think of him. If I got a chance again, I'll never give you up. Everyday stay up late in the morning and the tears are pouring. I can't stop it. I'm tired and I'm losing myself. Life sucks without you. I was dumb, I was wrong and I'm sorry for letting you down. Don't let our last kiss be our last. I know everything changes, I can't be without you. I can't believe it's over. I watched the whole thing fall on myown hands. I hate how much I love you. I can't throw away our memories. I wish you can wipe my tears away whenever I cry. I hope you know. Will you try to make me feel better? ='( Dinner time, my mom fried egg for me. == I hate egg!! Know why? It reminded me of Jun 1st time made breakfast for me. He fried an egg by himself. I saw the egg, exacly just like the egg Jun made for me. I threw the egg into the dustbin without mom notice. I'm so lonely. He used to sms me or calls me now just like before. But now no more. Tears dropped on the floor again. ='(
I MISS YOU, PIG!
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