Monday, May 18, 2009
♥ 7th day without you.
7th day without you. Finally, I knew everything and why Jun don't give me a 2nd chance. Reason is Rachel keep telling him a lot of bullshits which is not true. She told Jun , I let Junee touched my b**bs, touch here touch there. Rebecca told me everything. I can't accept that you know. Me and her used to be best friend for a year?! I trusted her in everything. I cried like shit this morning. Keep crying and crying. She cried too, I was wondering she keep lying and she must be happy coz everyones are believing in her but not me. Why Jun so stupid went and believed her? She said she qing yan saw everything. I asked Junee did you touch it? Junee started got angry and said NO. FUCK OFF BITCH~ Why she wanna do that? WHY??!!!! 我已经崩溃了.. 我试站在他的立场想，如果我的女朋友让男生摸来摸去. 我也不会给他第二次机会咯.. Everything came in a same time. We broke, body check, anniversary and betrayed by HER! I can't take it anymore. I feel like dying. Rachel, 你已经做到最狠了.. 2nd recess, I almost jump down from my class. Everything is hopeless. I asked Jx to accompany me to outside the window. We opened the window. I tried to jump down. He stopped me! Grr~ He keep scolding me and I'm not really listening to him. I keep crying and crying. I keep asking Jx why Jun will believe her without any prove? I got a lot of proves that she was lying. Why he's still believe in her? Rachel cried and acted innocent so everybody 同情her and believe her in everything? WHY??!! I'm hurt. I cried a lot while 2nd recess. David asked me cry more and make myself feel better. I cried for the 7th day. I'm still the same. He's still hurting me. Although he did not say anything or did something. But the way he acted, what he've done? Everything was hurting me. I tried not to cry. I can't stop myself. My tears keep pouring down. I wish he can by my side and wipe my tears away. Stopping hurting me lar guys. It's suffer a lot. Please understand me. Love me then come to me. Hate me can but don't hurt me. I cried too much. Every time he stabbed my heart, it's bleeding. But he's still won't stop stabbing my heart. There's no more blood, baby. But he still keep stabbing and stabbing it...
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