Saturday, May 16, 2009
♥ 5th day without you.
5th day without you. Today is our 5th month anniversary if we're still a couple. I wish that we can celebrate it together. I miss you. [[ 16 May ]] Today went ts with Rac and Reb. Saw Jun at the bridge. Acted like didn't see anything. He went ts with his friends. We went kopitiamfor lunch. Then went back school. Saw Jun went opposite alone. Feel like chasing him and accompany him. Went back home, mom told me tomorrow need body check. == OMG~ I was like why?! I real dead this time. 7pm something, me and my parents went secret recipe to celebrate their 5 years anniversary. While they were ordering, my tears dropped. I went toilet cried for 10 min. Came out accompany my parents ate the cake. I bought 3 roses for them. I bought a small cheesecake for myself secretly. Went home, called Jun and told him everything. Guess what? He don't even care at all. He said he just scare my mom will go find him and told his mom ONLY. == After he hang up the phone, I cried like shit. I waited my parents went to sleep. I took out the cheesecake to my room. I locked the door, opened the window and I ate my cake alone while I'm watching the moonlight. My wish is simple enough, all I want is come back to me, baby. My tears accompany me tonight again. Almost everynight my tears accompany me to sleep. After finished eating, I hugged my couple tee to sleep as usual.
Happy 5th Month Anniversary to myself.
I'm still loving you as always.
I'm still waiting for you to come back.
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