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Friday, May 15, 2009

♥ 4th day without him.

4rd day without him. Today felt more better coz I cried too much, I guessed. Got up in the morning, my eyes hard to open. Finally, I opened it. 1st thing I looked at the mirror, WAHHH...my eyes 肿到..== I saw also scared scared dei.. Then, morning came school. I was doing my KH project. Everyone asked me what happen to your eyes? Why 肿到这样??!! I diam diam. I looked outside I saw Marcus. == I'm sure behind him sure was Jun. Then, I no look at them keep continue doing my works. Jaycie came and talked to me. When she saw me, guess 1st thing what she said? WTF?! Today is the 3rd or 4th ( I forgotten ) day your eyes 肿肿 liao. You arhh..Tomorrow don't let me see your eyes like that again. Whack you then you know. I started to get scare. Coz She less scold people d. =D She keep an wei me. Keep saying don't cry you still got me. Reminded me of everything. I started to cry again. I holded her hand and hugged her. Cried cried cried. Then stopped. Thanks for the caring Jaycie. Love ya my babe! Then, these days many people came and an wei me. Not only Jaycie la of cause. Still got my babes. =]



Jaycie said : 给他多一点时间。。他一定会找回你的。不要哭了。。还有我嘛。。

Xinyi said : 可能是他一时冲动嘛。。给他时间。。不要伤心啦。。

Rebecca xy said : 你确定他和你分了?? 可能吗??他那么爱你。。

Rebecca yy said : 是你自己伤到他的。。Aiya.. 世界还有这么多好男人。。怕什么??

rachel said : 是你自己做错。。你和Jean那时候酱亲密。。kampung pandan 的事他都知道了。他一定会伤心咯。。

Junee said : Be single =D

Sam said : 是你自己把他推开的。。你要伤心什么??不要酱伤心啦。。



Today I keep laughed. The way to stop crying niaa. Laughing so hard it's hurt like hell.
Everything was fine. 2nd recess, keep joking with Junxian..Keep making me laugh. == William came and mit my ear and chasing here and there lor. Lols. Junxian took out my shoe want help me foot massage.. Yam gong ~~ T.T I let them bully dou..>< Suddenly, Bintang came and gave me the letter and he walked away.

Dear Trixie,

I promise you that this is the last time that I'm gonna ask. Hope you will understand. I know you are going through a bum by relationship, but I just want to ask for your forgiveness and I'm sorry for all my wrong doing last time when I with you. But this time I'm asking from my heart. Wish you understand. All I want to say is that I really like you. I would give up anything for you, I swear. I'll give you some time to think. Thanks a lot for your time to read this nonsence.
Your truly,
Bintang.



I was shocked. He from last year said he love me til now. From last year January. OMG~ I thought he had gave up on me.I felt sorry for Bintang. It's hard to let Jun go. He meant a lot to me, just like a tattoo. Can't wipe away. I miss him badly. Life sucks without him. Everyday in class I try to make myself busy so I would not think about him. But every night before I sleep he get back to me again and again. ='(

I AM GRUMPY.
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♥ theGrumpyToast ;



      theGrumpyToast is very grumpy. Beware, this toast bites.

      Trixie . WenWen ;
      is what they address me .
      I'm officially fourteen and I'll be recieving presies on 16th of March :)


      If you can't accept at my worst , you certainly don't deserve at my best .
      Facts proved that I'm a little bit crazy but that's just who I am :)

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