Friday, January 29, 2010
♥ Days by days.
Time is passing so fast. Just feeling like why time past that fast eh?
My miserable days, I dont look forward and I just hope when I sleep and my eyes will never open.
Dream and dream and dream and I'll never wake up like sleeping beauty? =)
Waiting a prince to save me? How sweet is it. =)
Okay, things are normal these days. My pipe need to rest, so cannot cry too much although Im still super duper sad and missing him each sec!! I swear!!
My tank no more tears so Im waiting my tank to restore tears for me. Pipe girl!! =D
Okie, Tue nothing happened, everything is normal. I cried as normal before I sleep.
Wed and Thu nights also the same, my eyes was so tired everytime I wake up in the morning.==
Wed me, Munfong, Jonathan, Vanessa, Chaar siang and Teck seng were playing a game again, we only can talk chinese, cannot talk english, cantonese or mix language!
One word, 50 sen! Bad word Rm1!!
I paid for rm10!! My Rm10 flied away. T.T So sad weiihh!!!
Then at last the winner is Teck Seng, he got Rm55 plus plus!! Everyone's money gave to him. Yam gong~! T.T
Then Thu I stayed til 4pm, the volley coach was leaving on that day. I went with choc.
First day go there, they were doing the fizikal liao. =.= Maybe so long I never exercise and play volley.
My muscle so damn pain arhh!! This morning actually wanna had 3rd round with Choc.
But I had sore throat and I had a flu. >.< Damn xin ku!! In class dont know hak chiu how many times liao? == Then I told Choc, next tue baru 3rd round larh. She said okay ^^ She hide the wine in her class room, I bought a WHOLE NEW WANT! xDDDD Sometimes drink alone very lonely larh, Choc wanna join and ofcoz I wont reject larh. =) Munfong didnt come to school today. I was sitting alone and Chaar Siang came and sat beside me for whole day except di li period. We talk talk talk, he arh! Keep on making me laugh =) Then I was doing my grammar suddenly he slapped my face. Wtf?~ $#^%*%(&()*(*(*_ I keep on scolding him, I never let him explain, then at last Im tired of talking only I let him explain, he said I was doing grammar that time keep on saying diuu..Like this. So he slapped me. =.= Walao weii! TT We played a game, who said bad word slap that person!! Lols. Today he baru slapped me once, I slapped him for 4 or 5 times? Then 1st recess, saw Amanda standing outside my class waiting for me, I went down to canteen with my LoupoS and Amanda. I sore throats, cant eat goreng stuff!! T.T Then bought wan tan mee, makan makan makan. I drank A LOT OF WATER TODAY ehh!!! I hope I can be back a healthy baby girl again. Then 2nd recess, my bottles water sudah habis. T.T So ask Reb accompany me to canteen buy water, went there. Reb met his Wx and I was walking straight. Then BOOM! I bang Michelle, lols she said Hi and sweet smile to me. =) Me this friendly person sure smile back her sweetly larh xD Then bought my water, and bought lin yong bao!! My favourite pao, it reminds me of him again. Last time exam time, I bought a lin yong pao and brought to ka tai and eat in front of him. I didnt go mit the pao's skin, I dont know what it call, then he helped me and teached me how to mit out the pao's skin. He said it's dirty. Aww~ Isnt that sweet? Then from that day onwards, everytime I eat pao I sure mit out the pao's skin only I eat it. xD Then bought my lin yong pao, bang dou Tech seng, chaar siang, daniel and Peak yi. =) Peak yi is sooooo cutee ehh!! She was standing beside me so long and I dont know still blur blur.
She long hair looks cuter. xD Then mit mit her face. Then talk talk talk, then Reb stole chaar siang nuggets. =) I stole 1 and the half. xD LOL After that went up with reb, chatting with Amanda. She suddenly said he was sick and he was sleeping in the class. He's not feeling well. Eeeeeeeeeeeee >.< I sam tong ehh!! His mood was bad for whole day, David asked him go yi liao shi also dont want. =.=
Yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....I really sam tong larh, tears sudah mau come out liao but I controlled. =(
If I can I sure rushed up to his class and take care him like last time. But everything changed marh!
8 days without him liao eh!! My life so miserable now and I hope I'll be back to normal as soon as possible. I misssssssssss himmmm baddddllyyyyyyy!!!! REAL BAD! >.<
Ah kit said nowadays I very quiet, I changed. What wor? == Nothing to talk mai quiet larh. Cannot?
Then Yan masuk campur, PEOPLE SAT LUN MARHH!! SAT LUN DAI GOR TIN!!!
Walao, that day I damn beh song, bang the door so hard, luckily everyone went out left 5 of us at home.
We watched ghost movie, paranormal activity, scary sei me. Kit hugged his gf, Yan hugged Eu!! == Me lerh? Hug oxygen? Ofcoz hug my pillow larh!! So lonely. T.T
I just want to be happy. Haiz..
Everyone's advice also the same, FORGET HIM LARH. ==
You think I dont want, I CANNOT MARH!! Stupid de...You guys also dont know how I feel.
I dont want keep on listening those same advices repeating and repeating again! Im sick and Im tired of everything. Thought 2O1O will be perfect year for me.
I organized my plan nicely and everything, ended up my dream all broken. A fucked up year for me larh.
Everything is pissing me off, freaking me up! GRRRRR ~
But still, everyday I got my huggies and kissies from my laopoS.
Every morning, both recess. Before go back to class sure 1 kissie and huggie. =)
That's sweet eh! Kissies on my cheek and huggies for me made me feel comfortable.
Showed me that they love me. =) And Ofcause! I love them too. ^^
Sam's Birthday is coming this Sunday. Im hanging out with my gang again, but this time less 1 ppl, is him. So everyone have their partner and Im alone this time.
And I hope Amanda is coming, if not I'll be so alone. T.T
My wallet have Rm250 ++ Im gonna shop again.
And 1 more thing! I went to kitchen take junk food and eat. I BANG THE WALL !! There's a mirror there, I thought boleh masuk punya, I go in lorh, I think I was blur that time, then BOOM!
So loud!! My aunties said how long u lived here?! There's a mirror there you also dont know?
I was like O.O I lun zhun lorh! ==
My forehead and my leg, my leg blue black liao and my forehead dont know what happen.
I think I need to ambil X-ray. If got problem then I cannot take pmr and Juec liao. How sad?
Im so tired and I dont feel like talking.
SORE THROAT and IM having a flu. Fever coming! I think. I dont want to get sick.
Later next tue cannot 3rd round with choc, she'll be so dissapoint. xD
Okay larh, that's all for today. Update next time.
My miserable days, I dont look forward and I just hope when I sleep and my eyes will never open.
Dream and dream and dream and I'll never wake up like sleeping beauty? =)
Waiting a prince to save me? How sweet is it. =)
Okay, things are normal these days. My pipe need to rest, so cannot cry too much although Im still super duper sad and missing him each sec!! I swear!!
My tank no more tears so Im waiting my tank to restore tears for me. Pipe girl!! =D
Okie, Tue nothing happened, everything is normal. I cried as normal before I sleep.
Wed and Thu nights also the same, my eyes was so tired everytime I wake up in the morning.==
Wed me, Munfong, Jonathan, Vanessa, Chaar siang and Teck seng were playing a game again, we only can talk chinese, cannot talk english, cantonese or mix language!
One word, 50 sen! Bad word Rm1!!
I paid for rm10!! My Rm10 flied away. T.T So sad weiihh!!!
Then at last the winner is Teck Seng, he got Rm55 plus plus!! Everyone's money gave to him. Yam gong~! T.T
Then Thu I stayed til 4pm, the volley coach was leaving on that day. I went with choc.
First day go there, they were doing the fizikal liao. =.= Maybe so long I never exercise and play volley.
My muscle so damn pain arhh!! This morning actually wanna had 3rd round with Choc.
But I had sore throat and I had a flu. >.< Damn xin ku!! In class dont know hak chiu how many times liao? == Then I told Choc, next tue baru 3rd round larh. She said okay ^^ She hide the wine in her class room, I bought a WHOLE NEW WANT! xDDDD Sometimes drink alone very lonely larh, Choc wanna join and ofcoz I wont reject larh. =) Munfong didnt come to school today. I was sitting alone and Chaar Siang came and sat beside me for whole day except di li period. We talk talk talk, he arh! Keep on making me laugh =) Then I was doing my grammar suddenly he slapped my face. Wtf?~ $#^%*%(&()*(*(*_ I keep on scolding him, I never let him explain, then at last Im tired of talking only I let him explain, he said I was doing grammar that time keep on saying diuu..Like this. So he slapped me. =.= Walao weii! TT We played a game, who said bad word slap that person!! Lols. Today he baru slapped me once, I slapped him for 4 or 5 times? Then 1st recess, saw Amanda standing outside my class waiting for me, I went down to canteen with my LoupoS and Amanda. I sore throats, cant eat goreng stuff!! T.T Then bought wan tan mee, makan makan makan. I drank A LOT OF WATER TODAY ehh!!! I hope I can be back a healthy baby girl again. Then 2nd recess, my bottles water sudah habis. T.T So ask Reb accompany me to canteen buy water, went there. Reb met his Wx and I was walking straight. Then BOOM! I bang Michelle, lols she said Hi and sweet smile to me. =) Me this friendly person sure smile back her sweetly larh xD Then bought my water, and bought lin yong bao!! My favourite pao, it reminds me of him again. Last time exam time, I bought a lin yong pao and brought to ka tai and eat in front of him. I didnt go mit the pao's skin, I dont know what it call, then he helped me and teached me how to mit out the pao's skin. He said it's dirty. Aww~ Isnt that sweet? Then from that day onwards, everytime I eat pao I sure mit out the pao's skin only I eat it. xD Then bought my lin yong pao, bang dou Tech seng, chaar siang, daniel and Peak yi. =) Peak yi is sooooo cutee ehh!! She was standing beside me so long and I dont know still blur blur.
She long hair looks cuter. xD Then mit mit her face. Then talk talk talk, then Reb stole chaar siang nuggets. =) I stole 1 and the half. xD LOL After that went up with reb, chatting with Amanda. She suddenly said he was sick and he was sleeping in the class. He's not feeling well. Eeeeeeeeeeeee >.< I sam tong ehh!! His mood was bad for whole day, David asked him go yi liao shi also dont want. =.=
Yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....I really sam tong larh, tears sudah mau come out liao but I controlled. =(
If I can I sure rushed up to his class and take care him like last time. But everything changed marh!
8 days without him liao eh!! My life so miserable now and I hope I'll be back to normal as soon as possible. I misssssssssss himmmm baddddllyyyyyyy!!!! REAL BAD! >.<
Ah kit said nowadays I very quiet, I changed. What wor? == Nothing to talk mai quiet larh. Cannot?
Then Yan masuk campur, PEOPLE SAT LUN MARHH!! SAT LUN DAI GOR TIN!!!
Walao, that day I damn beh song, bang the door so hard, luckily everyone went out left 5 of us at home.
We watched ghost movie, paranormal activity, scary sei me. Kit hugged his gf, Yan hugged Eu!! == Me lerh? Hug oxygen? Ofcoz hug my pillow larh!! So lonely. T.T
I just want to be happy. Haiz..
Everyone's advice also the same, FORGET HIM LARH. ==
You think I dont want, I CANNOT MARH!! Stupid de...You guys also dont know how I feel.
I dont want keep on listening those same advices repeating and repeating again! Im sick and Im tired of everything. Thought 2O1O will be perfect year for me.
I organized my plan nicely and everything, ended up my dream all broken. A fucked up year for me larh.
Everything is pissing me off, freaking me up! GRRRRR ~
But still, everyday I got my huggies and kissies from my laopoS.
Every morning, both recess. Before go back to class sure 1 kissie and huggie. =)
That's sweet eh! Kissies on my cheek and huggies for me made me feel comfortable.
Showed me that they love me. =) And Ofcause! I love them too. ^^
Sam's Birthday is coming this Sunday. Im hanging out with my gang again, but this time less 1 ppl, is him. So everyone have their partner and Im alone this time.
And I hope Amanda is coming, if not I'll be so alone. T.T
My wallet have Rm250 ++ Im gonna shop again.
And 1 more thing! I went to kitchen take junk food and eat. I BANG THE WALL !! There's a mirror there, I thought boleh masuk punya, I go in lorh, I think I was blur that time, then BOOM!
So loud!! My aunties said how long u lived here?! There's a mirror there you also dont know?
I was like O.O I lun zhun lorh! ==
My forehead and my leg, my leg blue black liao and my forehead dont know what happen.
I think I need to ambil X-ray. If got problem then I cannot take pmr and Juec liao. How sad?
Im so tired and I dont feel like talking.
SORE THROAT and IM having a flu. Fever coming! I think. I dont want to get sick.
Later next tue cannot 3rd round with choc, she'll be so dissapoint. xD
Okay larh, that's all for today. Update next time.
00:07
Monday, January 25, 2010
♥ Alcoholic.
Erm..Let's see!! I start my story from yesterday larh okie?
I was doing my homework until 12.30am, baru habis kerja. T.T
Then I was kemas-ing my wallet, suddenly everything dropped out. Fuck shit larhh!
Then saw me and him's pic, laughing and smiling so happy. T.T
I started to cry again, ngam ngam hou yesterday wedding dinner, there got extra wine.
I stole 5 bottles home without letting my mom and dad know, if not I sure mati. =.=
I hided those 5 bottles of wine under my bed. =D
I so smart hide inside my bag then bring it home. xD 5 bottles ehh, each bottle 750 ml!! =DD
Then I was crying then I saw one of the wine is on my table, it's 2008 d. =) 14% alcohol jek xD
Then sambil drink sambil cry sambil minum wine. Cried cried cried until 4.30am!!
I drank lerh 3/4!! hahaha xD geng?
OMG!!! I was so tired, help me larhh!! Then I was laying on my bed, I cant walk and I cant see properly also, coz my tears LOST CONTROL!! Keep pouring out. =.=
I wonder why I got so much tears for me to cry ehh?? Anyone can tell me?
Then 6am my mom woke me up, I cant even walk. But I still forced myself to get up.
My eyes was SO BENGKAK!!!!! SUPER SUPER BENGKAK!! 4 hrs non-stop crying lerh.. =.=
NO JOKES!!!! I swear!! really non-stop. =.=
After that, reached school, cant walk properly also, bang here bang there.
Then went inside my class, Jonathan said I looked like not enough sleep.
Then Amanda came in, I talked to her, she shouted!! OMG! YOU SMELL ALCOHOL!
I was keep laughing, dont know what happened to me. =.=
Then Teck Seng want smell also, let him smell, he said smelled like DURIAN!! =.=
I fast fast asked Amanda bring me to toilet wash my face.
I was staring at the mirror, what the heck?! My face SO REDDISH!!! =.= And my eyes, bengkak dou so kua zhang!! Cant recognize that's TRIXIE LEE!!!!
Then walking that time bang here bang there. Keep on laughing crazily. *I didnt know, they told me when I was awake. *
Went upstairs, saw Junn!! HIM!!!! He past by me, I past by him like stranger!! Wtf?!
He walked past me, tears dropping again. T.T I really cannot control marhh. Not my fault. T.T
Then walked that time saw snow white they all, also keep laughing like siaopo!! Bang here bang there.. ==
Then reb lim came to me, saw me like this, her eyes, 水汪汪liao. T.T Sam tong sei me..
After that, told Eikie they all what happened to me. OMG~ I was so pening that time.
I really cannot walk, then keep on 发酒疯！！walao!! I didnt know what I did and what I said.
Xinyi, Reb and all of them told me I was so scaryy!!! KEEP luan luan say stuffs. =.=
I sambil say sambil cry in the toilet. Haizz... Reb almost want to slap me d. But bu ser de!! =(
Xinyi they all said, I keep on telling them, Im fine im fine, IM NOT DRUNK!! Then keep on laughing, I forgotten who said this to me liao.
She said, stop laughing so fake!! Dont make me slap you. And bla bla..I forgotten wo told me this.
I so sam tong see everyone like this. So many people depress. T.T
Then bell rang, I beh tahan ady, feel like vomiting, then go to the toilet, ask reb accompany me.
In the toilet, try so hard to vomit, but cant, suddenly someone sobbing behind me.
Reb larhh..she see me so sam fuu! She beh tahan so sam tong, sendiri cry o?
Cry more worse then me, den i laugh ha laugh ha also beh tahan ady..
She hugged me from behind, both of us cry together lorh. cute hor?
She wiped my tears, I wiped hers. Dont so sad larhh okie? I'll be fine de. =)
Vanessa told me while school reopened, Junn told her he thinks he fall in love with Rachel, they contact everyday. Walao weii!!!
Cry sei me d..But I tahan larhh xD He said Rachel treats him very good.
He rather call rachel also dont call me ehh? How hurt am I? Haizz..
Not Rachel then Jiarun!!! =.= Haizz.... Not jiarun then Rachel!! why aa?!
Amanda also damn depress!! Dont like this la everyone. T.T
I very hurt ehh!! No matter what thing I do, I always think of him, IM NOT OVER YOU HJ !!!
Im sick of everything, what I do and everything. Very fucked up!! Stressful!!
And I miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very much... T.T
Then in class, asked chaar siang sat beside me, Munfong didnt come to school today.
He and Dylan saw me so depress, keep on say something make me laugh.
Show chaar siang the scar on my hand which belong to HIM!! Deep scar.
He keep on an wei me, then talk ha talk back his love life.
He also evry depress but just act nothing happen jek. T.T
Why everyone like this de? Haizz... =( Okie larhh..I typed so much d. Im tired, I stopped here. Update next time. =)
Wedding pic I'll upload as soon as possible. =)
Still got 1/4 de wine, I'll finish it tonight.!! =D Get drunk!!!!!! FREAK MYSELF UP!
I was doing my homework until 12.30am, baru habis kerja. T.T
Then I was kemas-ing my wallet, suddenly everything dropped out. Fuck shit larhh!
Then saw me and him's pic, laughing and smiling so happy. T.T
I started to cry again, ngam ngam hou yesterday wedding dinner, there got extra wine.
I stole 5 bottles home without letting my mom and dad know, if not I sure mati. =.=
I hided those 5 bottles of wine under my bed. =D
I so smart hide inside my bag then bring it home. xD 5 bottles ehh, each bottle 750 ml!! =DD
Then I was crying then I saw one of the wine is on my table, it's 2008 d. =) 14% alcohol jek xD
Then sambil drink sambil cry sambil minum wine. Cried cried cried until 4.30am!!
I drank lerh 3/4!! hahaha xD geng?
OMG!!! I was so tired, help me larhh!! Then I was laying on my bed, I cant walk and I cant see properly also, coz my tears LOST CONTROL!! Keep pouring out. =.=
I wonder why I got so much tears for me to cry ehh?? Anyone can tell me?
Then 6am my mom woke me up, I cant even walk. But I still forced myself to get up.
My eyes was SO BENGKAK!!!!! SUPER SUPER BENGKAK!! 4 hrs non-stop crying lerh.. =.=
NO JOKES!!!! I swear!! really non-stop. =.=
After that, reached school, cant walk properly also, bang here bang there.
Then went inside my class, Jonathan said I looked like not enough sleep.
Then Amanda came in, I talked to her, she shouted!! OMG! YOU SMELL ALCOHOL!
I was keep laughing, dont know what happened to me. =.=
Then Teck Seng want smell also, let him smell, he said smelled like DURIAN!! =.=
I fast fast asked Amanda bring me to toilet wash my face.
I was staring at the mirror, what the heck?! My face SO REDDISH!!! =.= And my eyes, bengkak dou so kua zhang!! Cant recognize that's TRIXIE LEE!!!!
Then walking that time bang here bang there. Keep on laughing crazily. *I didnt know, they told me when I was awake. *
Went upstairs, saw Junn!! HIM!!!! He past by me, I past by him like stranger!! Wtf?!
He walked past me, tears dropping again. T.T I really cannot control marhh. Not my fault. T.T
Then walked that time saw snow white they all, also keep laughing like siaopo!! Bang here bang there.. ==
Then reb lim came to me, saw me like this, her eyes, 水汪汪liao. T.T Sam tong sei me..
After that, told Eikie they all what happened to me. OMG~ I was so pening that time.
I really cannot walk, then keep on 发酒疯！！walao!! I didnt know what I did and what I said.
Xinyi, Reb and all of them told me I was so scaryy!!! KEEP luan luan say stuffs. =.=
I sambil say sambil cry in the toilet. Haizz... Reb almost want to slap me d. But bu ser de!! =(
Xinyi they all said, I keep on telling them, Im fine im fine, IM NOT DRUNK!! Then keep on laughing, I forgotten who said this to me liao.
She said, stop laughing so fake!! Dont make me slap you. And bla bla..I forgotten wo told me this.
I so sam tong see everyone like this. So many people depress. T.T
Then bell rang, I beh tahan ady, feel like vomiting, then go to the toilet, ask reb accompany me.
In the toilet, try so hard to vomit, but cant, suddenly someone sobbing behind me.
Reb larhh..she see me so sam fuu! She beh tahan so sam tong, sendiri cry o?
Cry more worse then me, den i laugh ha laugh ha also beh tahan ady..
She hugged me from behind, both of us cry together lorh. cute hor?
She wiped my tears, I wiped hers. Dont so sad larhh okie? I'll be fine de. =)
Vanessa told me while school reopened, Junn told her he thinks he fall in love with Rachel, they contact everyday. Walao weii!!!
Cry sei me d..But I tahan larhh xD He said Rachel treats him very good.
He rather call rachel also dont call me ehh? How hurt am I? Haizz..
Not Rachel then Jiarun!!! =.= Haizz.... Not jiarun then Rachel!! why aa?!
Amanda also damn depress!! Dont like this la everyone. T.T
I very hurt ehh!! No matter what thing I do, I always think of him, IM NOT OVER YOU HJ !!!
Im sick of everything, what I do and everything. Very fucked up!! Stressful!!
And I miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very much... T.T
Then in class, asked chaar siang sat beside me, Munfong didnt come to school today.
He and Dylan saw me so depress, keep on say something make me laugh.
Show chaar siang the scar on my hand which belong to HIM!! Deep scar.
He keep on an wei me, then talk ha talk back his love life.
He also evry depress but just act nothing happen jek. T.T
Why everyone like this de? Haizz... =( Okie larhh..I typed so much d. Im tired, I stopped here. Update next time. =)
Wedding pic I'll upload as soon as possible. =)
Still got 1/4 de wine, I'll finish it tonight.!! =D Get drunk!!!!!! FREAK MYSELF UP!
00:32
Friday, January 22, 2010
♥ Thanks thanks thanks. =)
This post specially thanks to them who loves me. xD
1. Xinyi Babe, memang love you larh. Everyday see me so sad, sam tong sei u liao. xD
2. Rebecca Lim, YOU YOU YOU!! See me eyes red red sendiri also follow, sotplak!! sendiri worry here and there. =)
3. Rebecca Wong, you gave me many advices and huggies!! Love 3 of u so much!!
4. Munfong, you really help me A LOT!! Really. =)
5. PeyJun, you also larhh..See me so sad always come and hug hug me. xD
6. Choc, oh my dear green monster!! Your advices always good to me, make me happier!! And thanks for spending time talking craps with me. =) Love you.
7. Snow white, you larhh!! Always make me laugh dou cannot breathe, yam gong~
8. Amanda, my honey babe!! Many sam si also tell you, thanks for ur an wei. xD
9.Elynn, you too larhh..Everyday so happy, too hyper already. >.<
10. Mariam, lalala ~ You made me cry ehh this morning!! Lols xD Thanks for the laughters. 11. Edwina, you also larhh!! Always say, CHEER UP LARHH!! LOL.
12. ChaarSiang, aiyor aiyor..I dont know how many times I let you listen to my cryign sound liao. xD Thanks la !!
13. Junkai, lalalala~ always whack my head and asking me STOP CRYING LARH! so sien. =.= 14. Sam, lols. Comdom boy!! always tell me so sad for what? Siao de..
15. Makoto!!!!
16. Junee!!!
17. Xian Yang!!!!
18. LynNi
19. Michelle
20. Ray xD
21. Lulu xD
22. Kwan Xiu
23. Ah kit zai!!
23. Michelle- kit's gf
24. My beloved Yan
25. HuiPing
26. Sam
27. Jessy
28. Chyin
29. Jaycieeee
30. XieYiLing
31. Bryan
32. Teck Seng
33. John!!!
34. Maw her, that day still call me stupid suddenly cried, now know what happen liao lo? xD
35. Eikieeee!!!! My new laopoxD
36. 7 zai, cutest honey!!
37. Yen ru
38. Tiffany. xD You still got give me som advices de, my luilui xD still rmb u..!! =D
I think that's all ba? lols. xD I know still got many more, but my brain mau pecah liao. Sorry if I never mention your name. I so touch coz without you guys IM NOTHING!! xD Too much cant remember d. As long as my heart with you all marh xD Love you guys!! ALL OF YOU. =)
1. Xinyi Babe, memang love you larh. Everyday see me so sad, sam tong sei u liao. xD
2. Rebecca Lim, YOU YOU YOU!! See me eyes red red sendiri also follow, sotplak!! sendiri worry here and there. =)
3. Rebecca Wong, you gave me many advices and huggies!! Love 3 of u so much!!
4. Munfong, you really help me A LOT!! Really. =)
5. PeyJun, you also larhh..See me so sad always come and hug hug me. xD
6. Choc, oh my dear green monster!! Your advices always good to me, make me happier!! And thanks for spending time talking craps with me. =) Love you.
7. Snow white, you larhh!! Always make me laugh dou cannot breathe, yam gong~
8. Amanda, my honey babe!! Many sam si also tell you, thanks for ur an wei. xD
9.Elynn, you too larhh..Everyday so happy, too hyper already. >.<
10. Mariam, lalala ~ You made me cry ehh this morning!! Lols xD Thanks for the laughters. 11. Edwina, you also larhh!! Always say, CHEER UP LARHH!! LOL.
12. ChaarSiang, aiyor aiyor..I dont know how many times I let you listen to my cryign sound liao. xD Thanks la !!
13. Junkai, lalalala~ always whack my head and asking me STOP CRYING LARH! so sien. =.= 14. Sam, lols. Comdom boy!! always tell me so sad for what? Siao de..
15. Makoto!!!!
16. Junee!!!
17. Xian Yang!!!!
18. LynNi
19. Michelle
20. Ray xD
21. Lulu xD
22. Kwan Xiu
23. Ah kit zai!!
23. Michelle- kit's gf
24. My beloved Yan
25. HuiPing
26. Sam
27. Jessy
28. Chyin
29. Jaycieeee
30. XieYiLing
31. Bryan
32. Teck Seng
33. John!!!
34. Maw her, that day still call me stupid suddenly cried, now know what happen liao lo? xD
35. Eikieeee!!!! My new laopoxD
36. 7 zai, cutest honey!!
37. Yen ru
38. Tiffany. xD You still got give me som advices de, my luilui xD still rmb u..!! =D
I think that's all ba? lols. xD I know still got many more, but my brain mau pecah liao. Sorry if I never mention your name. I so touch coz without you guys IM NOTHING!! xD Too much cant remember d. As long as my heart with you all marh xD Love you guys!! ALL OF YOU. =)
03:10
♥ 1st day without you.
Okie, where do I start? Erm..Okie!! EVERYBODY!!
Attention pls, I broke up with him. *you know who larh.*
So in school, dont mention his name okie? You can ask me how am I? or so on.
But not to mention his name, later I cry in front of you. =X
If you see me, tells me Im pretty without any tears on my face. xD
Maybe I'll feel better? lols. I know my joke lame. -.-
Yesterday he broke up with me, I cried from 4pm something until 8pm something only I stopped. 4 hrs?! =D Told you Im a pipe. xD
Reached home, I told my mom everything, and I hugged her and cried.
I love my mom!! Then I was laying on her thigh and cried cried cried. =) How sweet?
Then I called choc, told her everything. She's the 1st person to know everything.
2nd was Amanda, 3rd was Xinyi!! Yeaa! It hurts a lot. Real deep also. =(
After talking, then straight go to sleep, my eyes hurt. Im tired of crying but I still dont know how to stop it. Be strong trixie!!
Okie, next morning, my alarm clock woke me up, then I used a lame excuse to tell my mom I dont want to go to school.
I said " MOM, my head is spinning, I had a headache!! I dont feel like going to school. "
Then my mom didnt say anything, then I went to bed, suddenly I was crying.
Each time I opened my eyes, I think of him, I cried again.
Then suddenly BOOM!! My dad came in to my room, on the lights.
Yelled and me and said, " Coz ppl broke up with you so I dont want to go to school? What the hell are you thinking? Can you just be strong?? BE STRONG!! "
He shouted at me so loud, then my dad hugged me and I hided under his arm and cried for 10 min.
Then I woke up, get ready and went to school. I dont dare to go to 4th floor actually.
Reached school, cried in the car again. Then sat lift to 7th floor find choc.
She is not there, and I faster ran to 4th floor, threw my bag on my place, Amanda saw me. =.=
Then she said, are you okay trixie? I lied to her Im fine. Then she asked me to wait her coz she needs to go to 5th floor take something.
But I nvr wait, sorry. >.< I rushed to volleyball court with Makoto.
I know choc was there. They saw me. I stopped crying already. =)
Then suddenly, Mariam said something, I started to cry again. Damn stupid larh..!!
Forgotten what she said to me liao. =.= Then Edwina came, saw me and an wei me.
Then bell rang, 3 of them accompany me to go back to class. Thanks guys =D
In class I was fine, I tried hard not to think about him so I wont cried. xD
Then recess, met up with Xinyi and YiLing. We got punishment and needed to collect 100 plates each person. Wtf?!
Then collect collect, those prefects still help us. So good ^^
Then 2nd recess, went down with Xinyi, Reb and Yiling. =)
I dont want to see him so I sat in front, dim zhi he walked in front of me pulak. =.=
We saw each other mai like invisible lorh.. Haizz..sad TT
Then after school, met yp with xinyi they all. =)
Reb lim knew about me and him liao, forgotten what she said also.
Made me cried again!! Shit larhh.. =.= Then went home liao.
Then on9 til now. =) Haiz..I cant tahan for whole day just cried twice evry geng liao lorh me.
Reached home, cepat cepat rushed to room cried cried cried.
Tahan for whole day, go home can cried loud loud ady. xD
Like this larh!! 1st day without him. =( Haiz..
Attention pls, I broke up with him. *you know who larh.*
So in school, dont mention his name okie? You can ask me how am I? or so on.
But not to mention his name, later I cry in front of you. =X
If you see me, tells me Im pretty without any tears on my face. xD
Maybe I'll feel better? lols. I know my joke lame. -.-
Yesterday he broke up with me, I cried from 4pm something until 8pm something only I stopped. 4 hrs?! =D Told you Im a pipe. xD
Reached home, I told my mom everything, and I hugged her and cried.
I love my mom!! Then I was laying on her thigh and cried cried cried. =) How sweet?
Then I called choc, told her everything. She's the 1st person to know everything.
2nd was Amanda, 3rd was Xinyi!! Yeaa! It hurts a lot. Real deep also. =(
After talking, then straight go to sleep, my eyes hurt. Im tired of crying but I still dont know how to stop it. Be strong trixie!!
Okie, next morning, my alarm clock woke me up, then I used a lame excuse to tell my mom I dont want to go to school.
I said " MOM, my head is spinning, I had a headache!! I dont feel like going to school. "
Then my mom didnt say anything, then I went to bed, suddenly I was crying.
Each time I opened my eyes, I think of him, I cried again.
Then suddenly BOOM!! My dad came in to my room, on the lights.
Yelled and me and said, " Coz ppl broke up with you so I dont want to go to school? What the hell are you thinking? Can you just be strong?? BE STRONG!! "
He shouted at me so loud, then my dad hugged me and I hided under his arm and cried for 10 min.
Then I woke up, get ready and went to school. I dont dare to go to 4th floor actually.
Reached school, cried in the car again. Then sat lift to 7th floor find choc.
She is not there, and I faster ran to 4th floor, threw my bag on my place, Amanda saw me. =.=
Then she said, are you okay trixie? I lied to her Im fine. Then she asked me to wait her coz she needs to go to 5th floor take something.
But I nvr wait, sorry. >.< I rushed to volleyball court with Makoto.
I know choc was there. They saw me. I stopped crying already. =)
Then suddenly, Mariam said something, I started to cry again. Damn stupid larh..!!
Forgotten what she said to me liao. =.= Then Edwina came, saw me and an wei me.
Then bell rang, 3 of them accompany me to go back to class. Thanks guys =D
In class I was fine, I tried hard not to think about him so I wont cried. xD
Then recess, met up with Xinyi and YiLing. We got punishment and needed to collect 100 plates each person. Wtf?!
Then collect collect, those prefects still help us. So good ^^
Then 2nd recess, went down with Xinyi, Reb and Yiling. =)
I dont want to see him so I sat in front, dim zhi he walked in front of me pulak. =.=
We saw each other mai like invisible lorh.. Haizz..sad TT
Then after school, met yp with xinyi they all. =)
Reb lim knew about me and him liao, forgotten what she said also.
Made me cried again!! Shit larhh.. =.= Then went home liao.
Then on9 til now. =) Haiz..I cant tahan for whole day just cried twice evry geng liao lorh me.
Reached home, cepat cepat rushed to room cried cried cried.
Tahan for whole day, go home can cried loud loud ady. xD
Like this larh!! 1st day without him. =( Haiz..
01:03
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
♥ Where is love?
Please show me, where is the love.
I don't really know you.
It have confused us.
Our relationship, our hope.
It makes me felt more strange.
Love has gone.
I want it back, where's love..?
*I cry everytime I listen to this song.*
02:35
Saturday, January 16, 2010
♥ HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
First of all, wish me and baby 1 year anniversary. xD
Banyak banyak love you nerhh!! =DD
Okie, yesterday night, reached home, called chiikii.
Asking her how to tam back my pig orhh..
Then she teached me banyak way larhh!!
Then she reminded me, last year 16 Jan 2009, baby made an egg for me.
He said he 1st time fried an eggie for girlfriend wor. xD
So this year I made an love shape eggie for baby pig!! =DD
Then reached home, fast fast called baby. Tam tam tam him.
First he very sad and moody larhh!! Then slowly, started to zat me already.
What larhh himm! I told chiikii how he zat me, her reaction like laugh til non-stop.
I told him I hap chou coz he called Wx as BAOBEI! He used to hap chou coz I kissed my small cousin. Grrr!!
Then I told him my mouth tasted so MASAM! He said, pregnant ppl like that de..NORMAL larhh!! Let him kek sei. Keep pok zui orhh~
Then asked him last time he very closed with a girl, I dont like. Im saying the J女郎 ok? xD
He replied, ORHH! I know liao!!! Jr1D de!!
I was like, omg! new target?? I bu shuang ady!! Then he said, she very cute de..
I more bu shuang, at last, HIS LITTLE SISTER!! =.=
Then we sweet talked for 1 and the 45 mins plus I think, and his phone bo battery liao. SAD!
Before hang up the phone, he zat me again, said GOT PPL MAKE AN LOVE SHAPE EGGIE FOR ME ORHH!!
Like this orhh!! I wanted to give him a suprise tomorrow.
Then he knew it liao, he sure saw my fb de!! T.T Keep pok zui lorh..
After that talked with chiikii 2 hrs plus!! Lalalala xD laugh laugh laugh!! Memang cute larh she!
Then next morning, baby came down and took his eggie!! =D
He looks so happy. =D He came down about 7am +, bell ringing soon lerh. T.T
He fast fast gave me 12 kisses and 12 times 我爱你.. Next time 12 love bites?! xDDD *joking*
We finally together for 12 months lurh!! =D Damn happy and hyper ehh!!
Amanda is the first one who wished me, 2nd only baby!! =(
Then whole day damn hyper!! LOL.
After school, waited bii at the bridge with Yihua, Yihong, and my 3 boubui laopoS!! =D
Then 7 of us went to ts.!!
Bii was so different from normal days. =) And Im really happy today.
My happy mood got 98%!!! Muahahahhaa xD
Then went to ts, then straight go to shabu shabu. 3 laopoS were eating.
Me, Yihong, Yihua and bii was looking at them lorh.
OMG! Their service was bad, and Yihong and Yihua sticked the chewing gum under the table!
Yucky larhh! Then me and bii kacau kacau lorhh!! Bully each other!!
I want to complain, he nowadays love to pinch my nose and mit my face. T.T
He said like sorpo! He likes it orhh..What can I do? Stand there diam diam let him do til he syok lorh! T.T He said he loves my pig mouth!! lalala ~ xDDD
Then Xinyi said something in msn. I copy and paste it here. xD
(8:20 PM) xiи yi ♥:
i keep see dou u n junn kissssss! xD
(8:20 PM) - ωεи ωε:
haha
whn o?
lols.. u see dou meh?
(8:21 PM) xiи yi ♥:
en!
makan that time
walk that time
keep on kissed XD
hahahahha!
(8:21 PM) - ωεи ωε:
hahahahhaaso funny meh ?lols
so sweet ehh?
(8.22 PM) xiи yi ♥:
YES!
Cute marhh?? Our conversation? LOL. Laughing for whole day..!!
After makan, we went to bowling. I didnt play, just looking at them.
Bii accompanied me lurhh!! Talk here talk there, laugh here laugh there, pinch here pinch there.
Then about 4 something, 3 laopoS went home.
Bii going to Yihua's hse for overnight.
Bii and Yihua went to find their friends then Yihong accompanied me to sit taxi go home!!
Before I went back, 12 kisses and 12 times 我爱你 again..
Both of us said 我爱你 more than 12 times already!! 12x4= 48 times ady!! Walao!!
Bii still unhappy and keep on complaining NOT ENOUGH!! T.T
Then about 4.30pm something, Yihong sent me to taxi there!!
Have fun with Bii, laopoS, Yihua and Yihong today!! Thanks for the laughters!!
And reb, she said post something on my wall!!
Rebecca Lim 【happy 1 year anniversary to u and ur boubui! having a great day with u all. !】
Rebecca wong no wish me at all lorh!! =(
Yap XINYI!! You still owe me 12 kisses ehh!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Okie larhh!! I stopped here..Update next time.
Last but not least!!
Banyak banyak love you nerhh!! =DD
Okie, yesterday night, reached home, called chiikii.
Asking her how to tam back my pig orhh..
Then she teached me banyak way larhh!!
Then she reminded me, last year 16 Jan 2009, baby made an egg for me.
He said he 1st time fried an eggie for girlfriend wor. xD
So this year I made an love shape eggie for baby pig!! =DD
Then reached home, fast fast called baby. Tam tam tam him.
First he very sad and moody larhh!! Then slowly, started to zat me already.
What larhh himm! I told chiikii how he zat me, her reaction like laugh til non-stop.
I told him I hap chou coz he called Wx as BAOBEI! He used to hap chou coz I kissed my small cousin. Grrr!!
Then I told him my mouth tasted so MASAM! He said, pregnant ppl like that de..NORMAL larhh!! Let him kek sei. Keep pok zui orhh~
Then asked him last time he very closed with a girl, I dont like. Im saying the J女郎 ok? xD
He replied, ORHH! I know liao!!! Jr1D de!!
I was like, omg! new target?? I bu shuang ady!! Then he said, she very cute de..
I more bu shuang, at last, HIS LITTLE SISTER!! =.=
Then we sweet talked for 1 and the 45 mins plus I think, and his phone bo battery liao. SAD!
Before hang up the phone, he zat me again, said GOT PPL MAKE AN LOVE SHAPE EGGIE FOR ME ORHH!!
Like this orhh!! I wanted to give him a suprise tomorrow.
Then he knew it liao, he sure saw my fb de!! T.T Keep pok zui lorh..
After that talked with chiikii 2 hrs plus!! Lalalala xD laugh laugh laugh!! Memang cute larh she!
Then next morning, baby came down and took his eggie!! =D
He looks so happy. =D He came down about 7am +, bell ringing soon lerh. T.T
He fast fast gave me 12 kisses and 12 times 我爱你.. Next time 12 love bites?! xDDD *joking*
We finally together for 12 months lurh!! =D Damn happy and hyper ehh!!
Amanda is the first one who wished me, 2nd only baby!! =(
Then whole day damn hyper!! LOL.
After school, waited bii at the bridge with Yihua, Yihong, and my 3 boubui laopoS!! =D
Then 7 of us went to ts.!!
Bii was so different from normal days. =) And Im really happy today.
My happy mood got 98%!!! Muahahahhaa xD
Then went to ts, then straight go to shabu shabu. 3 laopoS were eating.
Me, Yihong, Yihua and bii was looking at them lorh.
OMG! Their service was bad, and Yihong and Yihua sticked the chewing gum under the table!
Yucky larhh! Then me and bii kacau kacau lorhh!! Bully each other!!
I want to complain, he nowadays love to pinch my nose and mit my face. T.T
He said like sorpo! He likes it orhh..What can I do? Stand there diam diam let him do til he syok lorh! T.T He said he loves my pig mouth!! lalala ~ xDDD
Then Xinyi said something in msn. I copy and paste it here. xD
(8:20 PM) xiи yi ♥:
i keep see dou u n junn kissssss! xD
(8:20 PM) - ωεи ωε:
haha
whn o?
lols.. u see dou meh?
(8:21 PM) xiи yi ♥:
en!
makan that time
walk that time
keep on kissed XD
hahahahha!
(8:21 PM) - ωεи ωε:
hahahahhaaso funny meh ?lols
so sweet ehh?
(8.22 PM) xiи yi ♥:
YES!
Cute marhh?? Our conversation? LOL. Laughing for whole day..!!
After makan, we went to bowling. I didnt play, just looking at them.
Bii accompanied me lurhh!! Talk here talk there, laugh here laugh there, pinch here pinch there.
Then about 4 something, 3 laopoS went home.
Bii going to Yihua's hse for overnight.
Bii and Yihua went to find their friends then Yihong accompanied me to sit taxi go home!!
Before I went back, 12 kisses and 12 times 我爱你 again..
Both of us said 我爱你 more than 12 times already!! 12x4= 48 times ady!! Walao!!
Bii still unhappy and keep on complaining NOT ENOUGH!! T.T
Then about 4.30pm something, Yihong sent me to taxi there!!
Have fun with Bii, laopoS, Yihua and Yihong today!! Thanks for the laughters!!
And reb, she said post something on my wall!!
Rebecca Lim 【happy 1 year anniversary to u and ur boubui! having a great day with u all. !】
Rebecca wong no wish me at all lorh!! =(
Yap XINYI!! You still owe me 12 kisses ehh!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Okie larhh!! I stopped here..Update next time.
Last but not least!!
Happy 1 Year Anniversary To me and Baby. =D
04:51
Friday, January 15, 2010
♥ Sad sad sad again! damn emo..
Yesterday night called Junn, then we talked for 1 and the half hrs plus plus.
Then I told him how I feel and everything else. Feeling better now.
He said he's gonna find me tomorrow.
Next morning, he 7.15 only came down.
I was so damn angry, what the hell? 1 day you only spend 5 min for me? huh?!
I was so angry and I was shouting at him in the public, left 5 min then you better dont come then?
Everyone looking at us, like those mad couple argue yelling at each other in front of everyone.
Then he shouted back, what the hell you so angry like mad ppl?
I was so sad, i cant believe we were yelling at each other. 1st time!!
Then we walked away. I really was shouting like mad ppl.
Before bell rang, went to toilet with 2 reb. What the fuck?!
3 of us hided inside the toilet cried together. What the hell?!!
Reb.wong cried coz of sam and another reason was she see me crying, then automatic crying also.
Then reb.Lim see 2 of us crying, she beh tahan followed us cried.
Went back class, cried cried cried, hugged Munfong cried cried cried.
Who asked me so weak? I hate myself for being so weak and I can cry in 5 sec!! NO JOKE!!
Makoto also agreed!! 5 sec!!! Just give me 5 sec, my tears will be like pipe!!!!!!! =.=
Then whole day so moody and so sad. Heart so pain.
Keep on thinking, he did wrong or I was wrong.???
Then 2nd recess, so moody, saw doudou, hugged her tight tight cried like mad ppl also. =.=
Then bell rang, went to G class, they had their maths class, the teacher let me in.
So 1 period I was sitting in G class, talking and crying with Xinyi and Reb. Geng?
Then Xinyi told me something, Junn really busy with his work, so he was late.
Means I misunderstood him, walao!!! I can bang myself to the wall already.
Tears dropping again, Makoto said woiii!!!! U're really like a pipe. Want cry then straight cry.
I didnt look at him, cried in G class while their teacher was teaching.
And what happened to my class? My eng teacher was finding me, everybody was finding me, where's trixie? They didnt know I was at G class.
Finally, Munfong saw me. And I cried til I got fever. What the hell???!!!! =.= Gilaaa ppl..
Then Munfong said eng teacher was mad and finding me everywhere. =.=
Xun dao came to class also. Luckily I got fever.
So we rushed to find my teacher, lied to my teacher I got fever, very pening.
It's true, I was pening that time. Just little bit. Cry more larhh trixie!! Pening more..
Eat pill more..So I can sleep nicely. Right guys?
Then me n munfong went to yi liao shi read history. Later got small test. =(
Actually Im fine, I just dont want to stay in class.
Then in the yi liao shi cried like a baby. Cried cried cried with Munfong.
She was screaming, OH GOD! stop crying like an idiot. I beh tahan ady. Then she pok my head.
So sudden I stopped crying. Then she laughed sendiri. chisin.. =.=
Went back class at last period, history small test was easy. So easy!!
'Then we watched movie, dont know what was that? I saw the people eating the mice. TT
Yucks!! Then after school, went home.
Bathed then called him for saying sorry. Until now he was still mad at me.
He said actually today he wants to accompany me at 1st and 2nd recess.
He was moodless whole day coz of me. He sounds so sad. Haizz..
I also sad de marhh..I very chong dong de lorhh!! Im so useless and I cant make him happy. =(
Then hang out the phone, I cried again. Im really a pipe. =.= Im pisces marhh! Easy get hurt de lorh..
Now he's da gei-ing to fa xie. Wait him calm down sin larh.. Im super duper sad lorh.. T.T
Crying again.... T.T
Tomorrow 1 year anniversary, I also dont know what thing will happened tomorrow.
So sad arhhhhh!!!!!! Help help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I told him how I feel and everything else. Feeling better now.
He said he's gonna find me tomorrow.
Next morning, he 7.15 only came down.
I was so damn angry, what the hell? 1 day you only spend 5 min for me? huh?!
I was so angry and I was shouting at him in the public, left 5 min then you better dont come then?
Everyone looking at us, like those mad couple argue yelling at each other in front of everyone.
Then he shouted back, what the hell you so angry like mad ppl?
I was so sad, i cant believe we were yelling at each other. 1st time!!
Then we walked away. I really was shouting like mad ppl.
Before bell rang, went to toilet with 2 reb. What the fuck?!
3 of us hided inside the toilet cried together. What the hell?!!
Reb.wong cried coz of sam and another reason was she see me crying, then automatic crying also.
Then reb.Lim see 2 of us crying, she beh tahan followed us cried.
Went back class, cried cried cried, hugged Munfong cried cried cried.
Who asked me so weak? I hate myself for being so weak and I can cry in 5 sec!! NO JOKE!!
Makoto also agreed!! 5 sec!!! Just give me 5 sec, my tears will be like pipe!!!!!!! =.=
Then whole day so moody and so sad. Heart so pain.
Keep on thinking, he did wrong or I was wrong.???
Then 2nd recess, so moody, saw doudou, hugged her tight tight cried like mad ppl also. =.=
Then bell rang, went to G class, they had their maths class, the teacher let me in.
So 1 period I was sitting in G class, talking and crying with Xinyi and Reb. Geng?
Then Xinyi told me something, Junn really busy with his work, so he was late.
Means I misunderstood him, walao!!! I can bang myself to the wall already.
Tears dropping again, Makoto said woiii!!!! U're really like a pipe. Want cry then straight cry.
I didnt look at him, cried in G class while their teacher was teaching.
And what happened to my class? My eng teacher was finding me, everybody was finding me, where's trixie? They didnt know I was at G class.
Finally, Munfong saw me. And I cried til I got fever. What the hell???!!!! =.= Gilaaa ppl..
Then Munfong said eng teacher was mad and finding me everywhere. =.=
Xun dao came to class also. Luckily I got fever.
So we rushed to find my teacher, lied to my teacher I got fever, very pening.
It's true, I was pening that time. Just little bit. Cry more larhh trixie!! Pening more..
Eat pill more..So I can sleep nicely. Right guys?
Then me n munfong went to yi liao shi read history. Later got small test. =(
Actually Im fine, I just dont want to stay in class.
Then in the yi liao shi cried like a baby. Cried cried cried with Munfong.
She was screaming, OH GOD! stop crying like an idiot. I beh tahan ady. Then she pok my head.
So sudden I stopped crying. Then she laughed sendiri. chisin.. =.=
Went back class at last period, history small test was easy. So easy!!
'Then we watched movie, dont know what was that? I saw the people eating the mice. TT
Yucks!! Then after school, went home.
Bathed then called him for saying sorry. Until now he was still mad at me.
He said actually today he wants to accompany me at 1st and 2nd recess.
He was moodless whole day coz of me. He sounds so sad. Haizz..
I also sad de marhh..I very chong dong de lorhh!! Im so useless and I cant make him happy. =(
Then hang out the phone, I cried again. Im really a pipe. =.= Im pisces marhh! Easy get hurt de lorh..
Now he's da gei-ing to fa xie. Wait him calm down sin larh.. Im super duper sad lorh.. T.T
Crying again.... T.T
Tomorrow 1 year anniversary, I also dont know what thing will happened tomorrow.
So sad arhhhhh!!!!!! Help help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
00:50
Thursday, January 14, 2010
♥ New born baby.
The new born baby. =) Damn cute!!!! That's a boy. =D
01:46
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
♥ What a stupid day?!
Monday saw Yihong after school, and Sunday Junn never call, whole day no find me.
He stayed in school without telling me. Fine then.
Tuesday morning came to school,
reached school, saw Marcus came then went up with Reb to see Junn.
Went up, what he did? Talking with his broS, reading his small test!
And I was like invisible!!! He talked to me, but just a while then bell rang!
Went back class, then recess time went down with laopoS!
Then went up, no mood larhh!! Then 2nd recess, walking around here and there.
Nothing to do, talking craps with Amanda. Then 2 min before bell rang,
only saw Junn came and find me. Want find me then no need last minute gua?? =.=
Fine, he just looked at me and WALKED AWAY with Wz!! He cannot do anything, coz BELL RANG!!
After school, saw him, he came down and wait for me, and we were chatting around.
Then went to bridge together. Reached home about 4, after bathed everything,
onlined at 4.15pm. Then wait wait wait for him to on9.
Wait until 5!! Finally he on, I didnt know he on9 actually,
I saw his facebook only I realized he's on9.
I went to find him, he blamed me and being angry coz I didnt find him.
Always blamed me didnt find him or else.
He lerhh, recess time he got free time also wont spend his time for me like last time larh..
Amanda always tell me, Junn at the class, go find him larh.
And I always answered, he miss me automatic will come to me.
Why always I go to find him, and what he did? He always expect this and that.
I didnt do it then bu shuang!! Me lerhh?! Got care about my feeling ma??
He cannot come and find me? Or else busy with his frens.
I told him I didnt see, he answered, you always like that de larh..=.=
He told me he just woke up, then what he did?
Keep on replying me like FU YAN me!! What the hell?!! I dont even know what I did.
The way he talk, those words he typed so bu shuang.
Then he told me he just woke up, so his mood bad.
Last time he woke up he also wont like this de larh..Always make me sad.
What can I do? What also follow him lorh. I hate argue-ing. DAMN!!!!!
Always keep it in heart, being so stupid girl. 3 more days then 1 year Anniversary already!!
Arggg~ Shit larhh!! I damn unhappy. Pretend lorh, IM HAPPY!! lalalalalaa ~ =D
Who knows? =( Then today morning, promised him go and accompany him.
I went to his class, sitting on his seat, he was sitting far away from me.
See me there and he continue do his stuff. Fine. I went to find him at last.
Then what he did? He walked away back to his seat. I came to see him and accompany him and he walked away.
Fine, I followed him. Then finally he talked to me, but just a while.
Prefect was there, she caught my bracelet.!! Fuck!!! Then he do his homework,
I was lying on the table doing nothing and looking at him doing his work.
Choi also lazy choi me. Fine larhh!! But after that he got choi me larhh, BUT JUST A WHILE!
Maybe he need to pass up his work later? Maybe he dont want me to kacau him or else? IDK!!
Then bell rang, went down, he gave me goodbye kiss and no more.
1st recess went down to canteen with laopoS!! I never eat again.
I dont feel like eating these day, every 2 recess I eat nothing. Always vitagen vitagen.
And I dont know why I keep on eating some masam stuff.
I think Im pregnant!! Nvm~ My baby in my stomach sudah ada dua minggu.!!
Then went up, so sien larhh.. Sometimes feel lik hugging him very very tight and tells him I love u and kiss him on the lips.
But thing had changed, now what also cannot do. Everything just different from last yr.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He spent his time on me lesser and lesser. Relationship is like colder and colder.
His mood always being worse and worse and I dont know what to do.
Only can follow his step, what he did, must 牵就 him.
And my hand injection and now still very very painful.
And my back too. I hope he can helps me massage like last time what he did to me. =X
JUST HOPING LAARHH!! Im Pisces, sure expect and imagine a lot of nice thing de larhh..
But imagine too much, if the thing wont happen, I more sad lorh. ='(
So must contorl myself, dont imagine stuff, but I really cannot control marhh..
Then last minute Xinyi asked me to stay for accompany Yihong!!
Then fine, I stayed til 4.30pm. Then 2nd recess, Amanda told me Junn went to canteen.
Then I said so what? What's the point for telling me. Actually hor..I very guan xin him de lorhh..I want to know de lorhh..shh..=X
Then a while more, Amanda said, Junn at the stairs, go find him larh..
My heart was thinking, if he really miss me he will come to me de lorh..
No need always wait for me to zhu dong and accompany him.
But at last, HE NEVER COME! ='( Haiz..Sad again!!
Then after school, me, xinyi, and Junxian waiting for da shao ye to come.
While we were waiting, saw Junn came down, then accompany him go to bridge.
Then wait for Yihong to come, actually I want to lie to Junn said I go home and straight sleep.
So no on9 and accompany him. But at last, I hate lying to own bf.
So at last I told him the truth. I dont like hiding something behind, lie to each other. I always trust him and I want to make him trust me too.
So accompany Yihong, Xinyi and Junxian to Mv!! Ken followed too.
Went to McD chatting around, pic here and there.
Then went back to school with Junxian and waiting for uncle to fetch me.
Then uncle said he late came, and I started to worry. If Junn wait for me too long, he unhappy how? Keep on worried.
Then I borrowed Junkai phone and called him, talked to him on the phone.
Told him where I went, everything I told him. NO SECRET !!
He sounds unhappy, and I wont feel guilty coz I didnt lie.
I promised him I reached home and called him.
Then uncle came, keep on asking him drive faster, faster faster!!!
Then finally reached home, fast fast bath then called him.
He sounds unhappy again, I know him well.
Keep asking him why unhappy, he kept on said ntg ntg. =(
Then I was so sad in the phone, then at last he said he need to go coz his mom.
Then bye, love u and muacks. Then hang up the phone.
Haizz....I so sad arhh!! Why want like this wor? I dont like lorh. TT
Tomorrow he's staying for accompany Yihua, I didnt stay and I dont feel like staying. Really bo mood I tell u. =(
Then later I need to go to hospital and see my cousin. New born baby!!
But 8.30 I need to reach home coz I got tuition.
8.30 to 10!! =( I bet he need to have his dinner and I tuition til 10.
He also wont call de larhh..Tomorrow morning I dont feel like going to find him.
I really abit no mood liao, always find him and make me feel like Im invisible.
Maybe I think too much. I no find him, automatic he wont find me.
1st recess and 2nd recess he also wont. After school go home on9 and he's not there also.
He stayed in school for accompany Yihua!!
HAIZZZZZ......CAN U IMAGINE HOW SAD AM I? Why aa?? Where's my real smile?
So I can preddict tomorrow whole day he also wont find me,
I wont find him tomorrow. And I'll see how's tomorrow.
Im not ready to be sad actually. IM NOT READY YET!! Haizz...='(
And I dont want to be sad, really..I dont want.
Cant get his call tonight, cant see him tomorrow. And what will happen tmr? IDK!
Face the truth!! ='(
*Sorry for the emo post, Im just so sad and I need to fa xie so I typed. Dont feel like reading and BLARHHHH!! Go away!! T^T *
He stayed in school without telling me. Fine then.
Tuesday morning came to school,
reached school, saw Marcus came then went up with Reb to see Junn.
Went up, what he did? Talking with his broS, reading his small test!
And I was like invisible!!! He talked to me, but just a while then bell rang!
Went back class, then recess time went down with laopoS!
Then went up, no mood larhh!! Then 2nd recess, walking around here and there.
Nothing to do, talking craps with Amanda. Then 2 min before bell rang,
only saw Junn came and find me. Want find me then no need last minute gua?? =.=
Fine, he just looked at me and WALKED AWAY with Wz!! He cannot do anything, coz BELL RANG!!
After school, saw him, he came down and wait for me, and we were chatting around.
Then went to bridge together. Reached home about 4, after bathed everything,
onlined at 4.15pm. Then wait wait wait for him to on9.
Wait until 5!! Finally he on, I didnt know he on9 actually,
I saw his facebook only I realized he's on9.
I went to find him, he blamed me and being angry coz I didnt find him.
Always blamed me didnt find him or else.
He lerhh, recess time he got free time also wont spend his time for me like last time larh..
Amanda always tell me, Junn at the class, go find him larh.
And I always answered, he miss me automatic will come to me.
Why always I go to find him, and what he did? He always expect this and that.
I didnt do it then bu shuang!! Me lerhh?! Got care about my feeling ma??
He cannot come and find me? Or else busy with his frens.
I told him I didnt see, he answered, you always like that de larh..=.=
He told me he just woke up, then what he did?
Keep on replying me like FU YAN me!! What the hell?!! I dont even know what I did.
The way he talk, those words he typed so bu shuang.
Then he told me he just woke up, so his mood bad.
Last time he woke up he also wont like this de larh..Always make me sad.
What can I do? What also follow him lorh. I hate argue-ing. DAMN!!!!!
Always keep it in heart, being so stupid girl. 3 more days then 1 year Anniversary already!!
Arggg~ Shit larhh!! I damn unhappy. Pretend lorh, IM HAPPY!! lalalalalaa ~ =D
Who knows? =( Then today morning, promised him go and accompany him.
I went to his class, sitting on his seat, he was sitting far away from me.
See me there and he continue do his stuff. Fine. I went to find him at last.
Then what he did? He walked away back to his seat. I came to see him and accompany him and he walked away.
Fine, I followed him. Then finally he talked to me, but just a while.
Prefect was there, she caught my bracelet.!! Fuck!!! Then he do his homework,
I was lying on the table doing nothing and looking at him doing his work.
Choi also lazy choi me. Fine larhh!! But after that he got choi me larhh, BUT JUST A WHILE!
Maybe he need to pass up his work later? Maybe he dont want me to kacau him or else? IDK!!
Then bell rang, went down, he gave me goodbye kiss and no more.
1st recess went down to canteen with laopoS!! I never eat again.
I dont feel like eating these day, every 2 recess I eat nothing. Always vitagen vitagen.
And I dont know why I keep on eating some masam stuff.
I think Im pregnant!! Nvm~ My baby in my stomach sudah ada dua minggu.!!
Then went up, so sien larhh.. Sometimes feel lik hugging him very very tight and tells him I love u and kiss him on the lips.
But thing had changed, now what also cannot do. Everything just different from last yr.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He spent his time on me lesser and lesser. Relationship is like colder and colder.
His mood always being worse and worse and I dont know what to do.
Only can follow his step, what he did, must 牵就 him.
And my hand injection and now still very very painful.
And my back too. I hope he can helps me massage like last time what he did to me. =X
JUST HOPING LAARHH!! Im Pisces, sure expect and imagine a lot of nice thing de larhh..
But imagine too much, if the thing wont happen, I more sad lorh. ='(
So must contorl myself, dont imagine stuff, but I really cannot control marhh..
Then last minute Xinyi asked me to stay for accompany Yihong!!
Then fine, I stayed til 4.30pm. Then 2nd recess, Amanda told me Junn went to canteen.
Then I said so what? What's the point for telling me. Actually hor..I very guan xin him de lorhh..I want to know de lorhh..shh..=X
Then a while more, Amanda said, Junn at the stairs, go find him larh..
My heart was thinking, if he really miss me he will come to me de lorh..
No need always wait for me to zhu dong and accompany him.
But at last, HE NEVER COME! ='( Haiz..Sad again!!
Then after school, me, xinyi, and Junxian waiting for da shao ye to come.
While we were waiting, saw Junn came down, then accompany him go to bridge.
Then wait for Yihong to come, actually I want to lie to Junn said I go home and straight sleep.
So no on9 and accompany him. But at last, I hate lying to own bf.
So at last I told him the truth. I dont like hiding something behind, lie to each other. I always trust him and I want to make him trust me too.
So accompany Yihong, Xinyi and Junxian to Mv!! Ken followed too.
Went to McD chatting around, pic here and there.
Then went back to school with Junxian and waiting for uncle to fetch me.
Then uncle said he late came, and I started to worry. If Junn wait for me too long, he unhappy how? Keep on worried.
Then I borrowed Junkai phone and called him, talked to him on the phone.
Told him where I went, everything I told him. NO SECRET !!
He sounds unhappy, and I wont feel guilty coz I didnt lie.
I promised him I reached home and called him.
Then uncle came, keep on asking him drive faster, faster faster!!!
Then finally reached home, fast fast bath then called him.
He sounds unhappy again, I know him well.
Keep asking him why unhappy, he kept on said ntg ntg. =(
Then I was so sad in the phone, then at last he said he need to go coz his mom.
Then bye, love u and muacks. Then hang up the phone.
Haizz....I so sad arhh!! Why want like this wor? I dont like lorh. TT
Tomorrow he's staying for accompany Yihua, I didnt stay and I dont feel like staying. Really bo mood I tell u. =(
Then later I need to go to hospital and see my cousin. New born baby!!
But 8.30 I need to reach home coz I got tuition.
8.30 to 10!! =( I bet he need to have his dinner and I tuition til 10.
He also wont call de larhh..Tomorrow morning I dont feel like going to find him.
I really abit no mood liao, always find him and make me feel like Im invisible.
Maybe I think too much. I no find him, automatic he wont find me.
1st recess and 2nd recess he also wont. After school go home on9 and he's not there also.
He stayed in school for accompany Yihua!!
HAIZZZZZ......CAN U IMAGINE HOW SAD AM I? Why aa?? Where's my real smile?
So I can preddict tomorrow whole day he also wont find me,
I wont find him tomorrow. And I'll see how's tomorrow.
Im not ready to be sad actually. IM NOT READY YET!! Haizz...='(
And I dont want to be sad, really..I dont want.
Cant get his call tonight, cant see him tomorrow. And what will happen tmr? IDK!
Face the truth!! ='(
*Sorry for the emo post, Im just so sad and I need to fa xie so I typed. Dont feel like reading and BLARHHHH!! Go away!! T^T *
01:05
Monday, January 11, 2010
♥ haiz..
今天突然想用华语来打blog..
要从哪里开始咧?? 就从星期六开始说好了。。
Err..早早来到学校，上了一楼就看到天赐。。
他告诉我你的宝贝鸿俊找你。。我就说ok咯。。
上了二楼，看到不懂那一条水？他又告诉我说鸿俊找你哦。。
上了三楼，看到amanda, 她又告诉我你的老公找你。。
过后她陪我上4楼。。放下了我的包包，就和amanda和reb在窗口吹风。。
reb好像很想念炜翔酱，我就叫amanda去找炜翔下来咯。。
整知道bii, 夏景还有家杰一起下来。。过后，我跟bii就聊天一下咯。。
开学星期一到星期五一次都没来找过我，星期六是第一次咧。。
聊天一下，他就回班了，说什么妹妹找他。。haizz..
虽然我和他和好了，但是我还是有点不开心的感觉。。
他为了我不理爸爸妈妈已经很伟大了，我也不去expect酱多了。。
现在只想跟他在一起努力熬过统考及pmr就可以了。。
其他不去想酱多，连吵架的时间也没有。。
班上都很好，没什么事情发生！今天我终于陪老婆们下食堂。。
哈哈！对不起啦，我从星期一到五都没下食堂陪她们。。
有陪她们下食堂一次但是没吃东西。。下到食堂买了wantan mee和青色vitagen..
过后吃完了，我们要去找老师，我就看到bii在买东西吃。。
看到我就跟我傻笑一下然后就一个goodbye kiss罢了！=.=
馨忆就看到咯，她就像傻婆一直笑一直笑。。过后找了老师就回班。。
回班又下回来去AV2填统考东西。。填完了就下礼堂听讲座！
闷到鬼酱，连续睡了两次觉！！唉~ 讲了一大堆废话，浪费时间。。
我宁愿上课咧！！过后讲座完了就回班拿书包咯。。
我和两个老婆在等rebecca wong出来。。够利久哦！！
我就蹲下来拿笔再dok蚂蚁！！很残忍哦？但是很好玩咯。。
突然我的头给人pok一下！！！！抬头一看原来是臭bii!! =.=
算了~ 上回班拿了书包等馨忆咯，过后看到bii下来。。
突然走过来，他好像在等marcus哦，我就跟他讲byebye先咯。。
过后他告诉我他是在等我。。嘻嘻~ 过后我们一起走天桥咯。。
突然看到家润，我就看着bii跟她，bii瞪着家润哦。。吓到我！！>.<
可能以为那件事吧？唉~ 过后等车等到我发霉咧，我就去打公共电话咯。。
看到德胜，快快叫他借我电话，电话亭排长龙哦！！然后有人捏我的脸哦。。
原来又是bii..嘻嘻~ 就很奇怪做么他还没回家？过后跟我拜拜他就走人了。。
然后看到chiikii和elynn, 跟他们聊天一下就回家了。。
回到家冲凉，上网，过后还有补习~ 累到我要死哦！！
过后睡觉一下又上网，bii刚好又上网就来找我聊天咯。。
聊聊一下就要off9了！！haizz..闲掉咯！过后一下下又看到他上网。。
他都没来找我，朋友比较重要吧?? 我上网到10点，找我都不找哦。。
宁愿找别人都不找我？haiz..还不是要将就一点不然要我怎样？
现在他为了我做这个决定，真的真的已经很好咯。。怎样都好过分手收场嘛，对不对?
Yihua和yihong又要回来了，他开心死。。自己的好朋友回来哦。。
过后10点多回家，看一部戏叫obsessed, beyonce 做的！！蛮好看的。。
Ending很恐怖咧~ 那个女的死到很惨，谁叫她破坏别人的家庭？=.=
然后1点我就去睡觉了，很累咧~ 隔天12点就起床了。。
酱早起身我也不懂要做么好。。=.= 看戏咯，温习功课咯，做mask咯。。
酱就过了一天。。唉~ 明天还要读书。。然后一整天他宁愿上网，一个call都没打来给我！！
哎呀！随便啦。。如果我和他能回到以前酱就好了。。开开心心没烦恼。。
过后我就在电话和馨忆和chiikii聊天咯。。明天都不用想他会来找我。。
没有call就不会来找我的啦。。到头来还不是失望？？算啦算啦。。随便啦！
虽然现在和好了可是我还是有点不安的感觉。。我很怕又会发生什么事情咯。。
我真得很怕的咯。。等下我又接受不了事实那就糟糕了。。chiikii还叫我不要乱乱想哦。。
希望如此咯，平平安安及开开心心地和他过完初三生活就好了。。
Form 4没什么要担心了！！没有统考嘛。。什么都不用担心。。=)
还有五天我们就在一起一年咯！！时间过到很快咧~ 嘻嘻~ 破纪录了咯！！蛮开心的。。
我今天就打到这边啦，不懂要写些什么了。。拜拜！！
要从哪里开始咧?? 就从星期六开始说好了。。
Err..早早来到学校，上了一楼就看到天赐。。
他告诉我你的宝贝鸿俊找你。。我就说ok咯。。
上了二楼，看到不懂那一条水？他又告诉我说鸿俊找你哦。。
上了三楼，看到amanda, 她又告诉我你的老公找你。。
过后她陪我上4楼。。放下了我的包包，就和amanda和reb在窗口吹风。。
reb好像很想念炜翔酱，我就叫amanda去找炜翔下来咯。。
整知道bii, 夏景还有家杰一起下来。。过后，我跟bii就聊天一下咯。。
开学星期一到星期五一次都没来找过我，星期六是第一次咧。。
聊天一下，他就回班了，说什么妹妹找他。。haizz..
虽然我和他和好了，但是我还是有点不开心的感觉。。
他为了我不理爸爸妈妈已经很伟大了，我也不去expect酱多了。。
现在只想跟他在一起努力熬过统考及pmr就可以了。。
其他不去想酱多，连吵架的时间也没有。。
班上都很好，没什么事情发生！今天我终于陪老婆们下食堂。。
哈哈！对不起啦，我从星期一到五都没下食堂陪她们。。
有陪她们下食堂一次但是没吃东西。。下到食堂买了wantan mee和青色vitagen..
过后吃完了，我们要去找老师，我就看到bii在买东西吃。。
看到我就跟我傻笑一下然后就一个goodbye kiss罢了！=.=
馨忆就看到咯，她就像傻婆一直笑一直笑。。过后找了老师就回班。。
回班又下回来去AV2填统考东西。。填完了就下礼堂听讲座！
闷到鬼酱，连续睡了两次觉！！唉~ 讲了一大堆废话，浪费时间。。
我宁愿上课咧！！过后讲座完了就回班拿书包咯。。
我和两个老婆在等rebecca wong出来。。够利久哦！！
我就蹲下来拿笔再dok蚂蚁！！很残忍哦？但是很好玩咯。。
突然我的头给人pok一下！！！！抬头一看原来是臭bii!! =.=
算了~ 上回班拿了书包等馨忆咯，过后看到bii下来。。
突然走过来，他好像在等marcus哦，我就跟他讲byebye先咯。。
过后他告诉我他是在等我。。嘻嘻~ 过后我们一起走天桥咯。。
突然看到家润，我就看着bii跟她，bii瞪着家润哦。。吓到我！！>.<
可能以为那件事吧？唉~ 过后等车等到我发霉咧，我就去打公共电话咯。。
看到德胜，快快叫他借我电话，电话亭排长龙哦！！然后有人捏我的脸哦。。
原来又是bii..嘻嘻~ 就很奇怪做么他还没回家？过后跟我拜拜他就走人了。。
然后看到chiikii和elynn, 跟他们聊天一下就回家了。。
回到家冲凉，上网，过后还有补习~ 累到我要死哦！！
过后睡觉一下又上网，bii刚好又上网就来找我聊天咯。。
聊聊一下就要off9了！！haizz..闲掉咯！过后一下下又看到他上网。。
他都没来找我，朋友比较重要吧?? 我上网到10点，找我都不找哦。。
宁愿找别人都不找我？haiz..还不是要将就一点不然要我怎样？
现在他为了我做这个决定，真的真的已经很好咯。。怎样都好过分手收场嘛，对不对?
Yihua和yihong又要回来了，他开心死。。自己的好朋友回来哦。。
过后10点多回家，看一部戏叫obsessed, beyonce 做的！！蛮好看的。。
Ending很恐怖咧~ 那个女的死到很惨，谁叫她破坏别人的家庭？=.=
然后1点我就去睡觉了，很累咧~ 隔天12点就起床了。。
酱早起身我也不懂要做么好。。=.= 看戏咯，温习功课咯，做mask咯。。
酱就过了一天。。唉~ 明天还要读书。。然后一整天他宁愿上网，一个call都没打来给我！！
哎呀！随便啦。。如果我和他能回到以前酱就好了。。开开心心没烦恼。。
过后我就在电话和馨忆和chiikii聊天咯。。明天都不用想他会来找我。。
没有call就不会来找我的啦。。到头来还不是失望？？算啦算啦。。随便啦！
虽然现在和好了可是我还是有点不安的感觉。。我很怕又会发生什么事情咯。。
我真得很怕的咯。。等下我又接受不了事实那就糟糕了。。chiikii还叫我不要乱乱想哦。。
希望如此咯，平平安安及开开心心地和他过完初三生活就好了。。
Form 4没什么要担心了！！没有统考嘛。。什么都不用担心。。=)
还有五天我们就在一起一年咯！！时间过到很快咧~ 嘻嘻~ 破纪录了咯！！蛮开心的。。
我今天就打到这边啦，不懂要写些什么了。。拜拜！！
00:29
Thursday, January 7, 2010
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We stay up late every night talking about how much we both wanna spend our lives together & for once I actually believe it.
I'm not into the idea of living life, without you.
I'm not into the idea of living life, without you.
So now how I get up without you by my side?
I just cant believe this happened to us.
Like what you said, why ended up like this? WHY?!
Is that crying is the only thing I can do?
02:04
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
♥ Late pics.
Sorry for late upload.01:23
♥ LaopoS
Wooooohoooo!! Happy 1 year Anniversary to my LaopoS!!
Funny huh? LaopoS also got anniversary? Lols.
Last year O3.O1.2OO9 I knew them, then our relationship getting closer and closer.
And now become best JIMUI!!
So I set our anniversary date on 3rd Jan. =)
Although mid-year we got some argument coz of a B.I.A.T-C.H.!!
Luckily she moved to another school. Im rude and Im sorry. =S
She spoiled our friendship and bullshiting everywhere.
After that our relationship healed.
Im so lucky I had their support and everything. LOVE LOVE LOVE =)
We laugh together, we talk like nobodies there, we crazy together, and we went out with our bfS!! 4 couples watched movie together, eat lunch together. Cry together, study together, play sports together. Had all our sweet times and sweet memories together. ^^
What also stick with each other. =D
I still remembered 4 of us went to 30 hrs Famine.
BfS sneaked out bought McD for us. Execept mine and reb’s.
We were waiting in school for food. LOL~ Damn funny.
4 of us sleep together, while we were sleeping keep on fighting for blanket coz it was cold.
Then Xinyi cant tahan woke up and sat outside til she sees the sunlight. Damn cute!!
Watched concert together, shouting so loud, and screaming here and there. =D
I love you guys so much!! Hearts you guys a lot.
And last but not least, Happy 1 year Friendship Anniversary to me and 3 of u!! Appreciate our friendship a lot. =)
Funny huh? LaopoS also got anniversary? Lols.
Last year O3.O1.2OO9 I knew them, then our relationship getting closer and closer.
And now become best JIMUI!!
So I set our anniversary date on 3rd Jan. =)
Although mid-year we got some argument coz of a B.I.A.T-C.H.!!
Luckily she moved to another school. Im rude and Im sorry. =S
She spoiled our friendship and bullshiting everywhere.
After that our relationship healed.
Im so lucky I had their support and everything. LOVE LOVE LOVE =)
We laugh together, we talk like nobodies there, we crazy together, and we went out with our bfS!! 4 couples watched movie together, eat lunch together. Cry together, study together, play sports together. Had all our sweet times and sweet memories together. ^^
What also stick with each other. =D
I still remembered 4 of us went to 30 hrs Famine.
BfS sneaked out bought McD for us. Execept mine and reb’s.
We were waiting in school for food. LOL~ Damn funny.
4 of us sleep together, while we were sleeping keep on fighting for blanket coz it was cold.
Then Xinyi cant tahan woke up and sat outside til she sees the sunlight. Damn cute!!
Watched concert together, shouting so loud, and screaming here and there. =D
I love you guys so much!! Hearts you guys a lot.
And last but not least, Happy 1 year Friendship Anniversary to me and 3 of u!! Appreciate our friendship a lot. =)
01:18
♥ =)
I start my story on Sat, 2nd Jan!!
First of all. Happy New Year to everyone!! =DD
Sat woke up on 1.30pm, then lepak lepak until 2.30pm.
My tuition teacher came, then tuition until 4.30pm.
Our timetable had changed, changed to every Tue and Sun.
After tuition then at night went to Ampang point San fransicco yamcha. =D
After yamcha went to KLCC shopping, I saw a red shoe, RM159 at the Topshop.
No discount!! Arg~ Shittt!!
The shoe was telling me she loves me, I know I know honey..I love u too!!
The shoe was begging me to bring her home but mom don’t let. =.=
After that I was so moody in the car coz cant bring me pretty shoe home. T.T
Reached home my baby calls me, sweet talk for 45 mins something.
I was enjoying talking with babe.
I stil remembered Fri night my dad n mom went to clubbing,
left me at home, I was so scare so I called Chiikii.
Me and her talked on the phone for 2 hrs+ =.= Memang crazy!!
Then I slept at 2.30am that night coz of watching silly movie. xP
Next day woke up at 11am!!
So damn tired but we needed to go to my aunt’s wedding lunch.
After had our lunch, we headed to Pavillion.
I went Pavillion bought many things. =]
I bought 2 clothes from MNG!! 1 FOR Rm40!! Cheap cheap cheap!!! Mesti beli!
Then bought a pair of grey shoe from Nose, cost me Rm59.
Bought a red rose ring from DIVAS!! I love it so much.
Next, 4 masks from Japanese shop, 4 masks Rm20.
Original price is 1 for Rm7.90, so now 1 for Rm5!! =DDD
Last, went to Guardian bought a cucumber cream for blackheads, Rm18.90.
My mom told my dad about the red shoe.
It was expensive but my dad said he wants to buy it for me coz I behave well these days.
I rushed to Topshop at Pavillion, then there’s black and gold color.
I didn’t see my pretty!! T.T
Then we went to Starbucks, I ordered hot vanilla. Damn moody.
I was worried what if someone steals my pretty red shoe??!
Then I ask dad bring me to Topshop at KLCC.
I keep on asking daddy DRIVE FASTER!!! My shoe………T.T
After that reached KLCC, rushed to Topshop.
Luckily there’s 3 more and left 1 more my size. Phew~
My shoe said she misses me so much, and she was blaming me why when I see her I didn’t bring her home. =( Im sorry honey.
And now finally I bring her home. Then went to Eclipse at KLCC,
finding my dress for another wedding dinner. Try about 10 dresses,
takde ngam saya punya lerh!! How?
My mom said finds it slowly. But the wedding dinner is on 23rd Jan. OMG~
I was so tired, out for whole days, reached home called Reb and Xinyi laopo chatting a while.
My Bii never call today, don’t know where he went. =.=
School starts tomorrow, I was so nervous and feels so strange.
I brought 3 presents for my 3 babies. Reb bought for 3 of us too.
Xinyi and Reb.W I don’t know whether they bought anything or not.
Thought we’ll exchange Christmas present. =S
Okay larh, Im so tired now. Head off to bed. =)
Goodnites everyone. =)
First of all. Happy New Year to everyone!! =DD
Sat woke up on 1.30pm, then lepak lepak until 2.30pm.
My tuition teacher came, then tuition until 4.30pm.
Our timetable had changed, changed to every Tue and Sun.
After tuition then at night went to Ampang point San fransicco yamcha. =D
After yamcha went to KLCC shopping, I saw a red shoe, RM159 at the Topshop.
No discount!! Arg~ Shittt!!
The shoe was telling me she loves me, I know I know honey..I love u too!!
The shoe was begging me to bring her home but mom don’t let. =.=
After that I was so moody in the car coz cant bring me pretty shoe home. T.T
Reached home my baby calls me, sweet talk for 45 mins something.
I was enjoying talking with babe.
I stil remembered Fri night my dad n mom went to clubbing,
left me at home, I was so scare so I called Chiikii.
Me and her talked on the phone for 2 hrs+ =.= Memang crazy!!
Then I slept at 2.30am that night coz of watching silly movie. xP
Next day woke up at 11am!!
So damn tired but we needed to go to my aunt’s wedding lunch.
After had our lunch, we headed to Pavillion.
I went Pavillion bought many things. =]
I bought 2 clothes from MNG!! 1 FOR Rm40!! Cheap cheap cheap!!! Mesti beli!
Then bought a pair of grey shoe from Nose, cost me Rm59.
Bought a red rose ring from DIVAS!! I love it so much.
Next, 4 masks from Japanese shop, 4 masks Rm20.
Original price is 1 for Rm7.90, so now 1 for Rm5!! =DDD
Last, went to Guardian bought a cucumber cream for blackheads, Rm18.90.
My mom told my dad about the red shoe.
It was expensive but my dad said he wants to buy it for me coz I behave well these days.
I rushed to Topshop at Pavillion, then there’s black and gold color.
I didn’t see my pretty!! T.T
Then we went to Starbucks, I ordered hot vanilla. Damn moody.
I was worried what if someone steals my pretty red shoe??!
Then I ask dad bring me to Topshop at KLCC.
I keep on asking daddy DRIVE FASTER!!! My shoe………T.T
After that reached KLCC, rushed to Topshop.
Luckily there’s 3 more and left 1 more my size. Phew~
My shoe said she misses me so much, and she was blaming me why when I see her I didn’t bring her home. =( Im sorry honey.
And now finally I bring her home. Then went to Eclipse at KLCC,
finding my dress for another wedding dinner. Try about 10 dresses,
takde ngam saya punya lerh!! How?
My mom said finds it slowly. But the wedding dinner is on 23rd Jan. OMG~
I was so tired, out for whole days, reached home called Reb and Xinyi laopo chatting a while.
My Bii never call today, don’t know where he went. =.=
School starts tomorrow, I was so nervous and feels so strange.
I brought 3 presents for my 3 babies. Reb bought for 3 of us too.
Xinyi and Reb.W I don’t know whether they bought anything or not.
Thought we’ll exchange Christmas present. =S
Okay larh, Im so tired now. Head off to bed. =)
Goodnites everyone. =)
01:04
