Friday, January 15, 2010
♥ Sad sad sad again! damn emo..
Yesterday night called Junn, then we talked for 1 and the half hrs plus plus.
Then I told him how I feel and everything else. Feeling better now.
He said he's gonna find me tomorrow.
Next morning, he 7.15 only came down.
I was so damn angry, what the hell? 1 day you only spend 5 min for me? huh?!
I was so angry and I was shouting at him in the public, left 5 min then you better dont come then?
Everyone looking at us, like those mad couple argue yelling at each other in front of everyone.
Then he shouted back, what the hell you so angry like mad ppl?
I was so sad, i cant believe we were yelling at each other. 1st time!!
Then we walked away. I really was shouting like mad ppl.
Before bell rang, went to toilet with 2 reb. What the fuck?!
3 of us hided inside the toilet cried together. What the hell?!!
Reb.wong cried coz of sam and another reason was she see me crying, then automatic crying also.
Then reb.Lim see 2 of us crying, she beh tahan followed us cried.
Went back class, cried cried cried, hugged Munfong cried cried cried.
Who asked me so weak? I hate myself for being so weak and I can cry in 5 sec!! NO JOKE!!
Makoto also agreed!! 5 sec!!! Just give me 5 sec, my tears will be like pipe!!!!!!! =.=
Then whole day so moody and so sad. Heart so pain.
Keep on thinking, he did wrong or I was wrong.???
Then 2nd recess, so moody, saw doudou, hugged her tight tight cried like mad ppl also. =.=
Then bell rang, went to G class, they had their maths class, the teacher let me in.
So 1 period I was sitting in G class, talking and crying with Xinyi and Reb. Geng?
Then Xinyi told me something, Junn really busy with his work, so he was late.
Means I misunderstood him, walao!!! I can bang myself to the wall already.
Tears dropping again, Makoto said woiii!!!! U're really like a pipe. Want cry then straight cry.
I didnt look at him, cried in G class while their teacher was teaching.
And what happened to my class? My eng teacher was finding me, everybody was finding me, where's trixie? They didnt know I was at G class.
Finally, Munfong saw me. And I cried til I got fever. What the hell???!!!! =.= Gilaaa ppl..
Then Munfong said eng teacher was mad and finding me everywhere. =.=
Xun dao came to class also. Luckily I got fever.
So we rushed to find my teacher, lied to my teacher I got fever, very pening.
It's true, I was pening that time. Just little bit. Cry more larhh trixie!! Pening more..
Eat pill more..So I can sleep nicely. Right guys?
Then me n munfong went to yi liao shi read history. Later got small test. =(
Actually Im fine, I just dont want to stay in class.
Then in the yi liao shi cried like a baby. Cried cried cried with Munfong.
She was screaming, OH GOD! stop crying like an idiot. I beh tahan ady. Then she pok my head.
So sudden I stopped crying. Then she laughed sendiri. chisin.. =.=
Went back class at last period, history small test was easy. So easy!!
'Then we watched movie, dont know what was that? I saw the people eating the mice. TT
Yucks!! Then after school, went home.
Bathed then called him for saying sorry. Until now he was still mad at me.
He said actually today he wants to accompany me at 1st and 2nd recess.
He was moodless whole day coz of me. He sounds so sad. Haizz..
I also sad de marhh..I very chong dong de lorhh!! Im so useless and I cant make him happy. =(
Then hang out the phone, I cried again. Im really a pipe. =.= Im pisces marhh! Easy get hurt de lorh..
Now he's da gei-ing to fa xie. Wait him calm down sin larh.. Im super duper sad lorh.. T.T
Crying again.... T.T
Tomorrow 1 year anniversary, I also dont know what thing will happened tomorrow.
So sad arhhhhh!!!!!! Help help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I told him how I feel and everything else. Feeling better now.
He said he's gonna find me tomorrow.
Next morning, he 7.15 only came down.
I was so damn angry, what the hell? 1 day you only spend 5 min for me? huh?!
I was so angry and I was shouting at him in the public, left 5 min then you better dont come then?
Everyone looking at us, like those mad couple argue yelling at each other in front of everyone.
Then he shouted back, what the hell you so angry like mad ppl?
I was so sad, i cant believe we were yelling at each other. 1st time!!
Then we walked away. I really was shouting like mad ppl.
Before bell rang, went to toilet with 2 reb. What the fuck?!
3 of us hided inside the toilet cried together. What the hell?!!
Reb.wong cried coz of sam and another reason was she see me crying, then automatic crying also.
Then reb.Lim see 2 of us crying, she beh tahan followed us cried.
Went back class, cried cried cried, hugged Munfong cried cried cried.
Who asked me so weak? I hate myself for being so weak and I can cry in 5 sec!! NO JOKE!!
Makoto also agreed!! 5 sec!!! Just give me 5 sec, my tears will be like pipe!!!!!!! =.=
Then whole day so moody and so sad. Heart so pain.
Keep on thinking, he did wrong or I was wrong.???
Then 2nd recess, so moody, saw doudou, hugged her tight tight cried like mad ppl also. =.=
Then bell rang, went to G class, they had their maths class, the teacher let me in.
So 1 period I was sitting in G class, talking and crying with Xinyi and Reb. Geng?
Then Xinyi told me something, Junn really busy with his work, so he was late.
Means I misunderstood him, walao!!! I can bang myself to the wall already.
Tears dropping again, Makoto said woiii!!!! U're really like a pipe. Want cry then straight cry.
I didnt look at him, cried in G class while their teacher was teaching.
And what happened to my class? My eng teacher was finding me, everybody was finding me, where's trixie? They didnt know I was at G class.
Finally, Munfong saw me. And I cried til I got fever. What the hell???!!!! =.= Gilaaa ppl..
Then Munfong said eng teacher was mad and finding me everywhere. =.=
Xun dao came to class also. Luckily I got fever.
So we rushed to find my teacher, lied to my teacher I got fever, very pening.
It's true, I was pening that time. Just little bit. Cry more larhh trixie!! Pening more..
Eat pill more..So I can sleep nicely. Right guys?
Then me n munfong went to yi liao shi read history. Later got small test. =(
Actually Im fine, I just dont want to stay in class.
Then in the yi liao shi cried like a baby. Cried cried cried with Munfong.
She was screaming, OH GOD! stop crying like an idiot. I beh tahan ady. Then she pok my head.
So sudden I stopped crying. Then she laughed sendiri. chisin.. =.=
Went back class at last period, history small test was easy. So easy!!
'Then we watched movie, dont know what was that? I saw the people eating the mice. TT
Yucks!! Then after school, went home.
Bathed then called him for saying sorry. Until now he was still mad at me.
He said actually today he wants to accompany me at 1st and 2nd recess.
He was moodless whole day coz of me. He sounds so sad. Haizz..
I also sad de marhh..I very chong dong de lorhh!! Im so useless and I cant make him happy. =(
Then hang out the phone, I cried again. Im really a pipe. =.= Im pisces marhh! Easy get hurt de lorh..
Now he's da gei-ing to fa xie. Wait him calm down sin larh.. Im super duper sad lorh.. T.T
Crying again.... T.T
Tomorrow 1 year anniversary, I also dont know what thing will happened tomorrow.
So sad arhhhhh!!!!!! Help help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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