Tuesday, June 2, 2009
♥ no more days without you ler.
No more days without you ler. Yesterday he finally asked for recouple. Happy lar ofcoz. Made me cry so much so easy want accept him meh? No one support. All asking me straight accept him I was like.. == My jimui no one support me also. Sui dou..>< Nevermind lor..I straight accept lor. Although now we already together, but the old Jun is gone. I miss the old one. =X He changed a lot. Yesterday night, I saw his pm was moody. So, I asked him. What happen? Keep asking him. I thought what happen? I was quite worry. Then guess what he answer me? Don't ask la. I don't want tell larr. I was like.. I stared in front of my computer few min and I don't know what to reply him. He told me sorry. Why I don't choi him? Then finally I talked to him. I was telling him not be sad keep an wei and accompany him. I was thinking and I told Jaycie how's my feel when he said those words? Couple not suppose to tell everything to each other de meh? He kept everything in his heart. I don't know what he wants. Now when I talked to him, he's like so strange to me. Maybe coz he changed. I don't know. He said he wants change a style to love me. I not really likes the new one. I miss the old one a lot. Then he said never try never know. Aww ~ What can I do? Just listen to him. He used to call me DEARRRR...hi.. when I on msn. 1st thing he'll do this. Even though we had no topic, we sure find something stupid or wu liao things to chat. Then now, just Hi.. No more. Then yesterday me and him were planning to sleep at 12. He told me he was tired. I was giving him a sad face. Keep giving him a sad face. Then he gave me an angry face. I was like..He never gives me an angry before. Even though I'm begging him to stay, even 5 min I also happy. Last time, he used to say ok larr..Don't lao gai larr..Accompany you 5 more min larr..I really tired ler dear. He'll never gives me an angry face. Can you see the big different between now and before? Change a style to love me? No, I don't need a new style. I need the old Jun to come back. That's all. I was sad and I was telling Jaycie how's my feel. She knew it. Keep on telling me those dao li. Then, I feel like hugging her. LOLS =X Nevermind. Pey Jun asked me gives him some time. 1 day he'll tell me the truth want. I was like.. OK LOR.. When I was lying on my bed, I was keep thinking and those words he said keep reminding me. Keep repeating and repeating the same thing. No more tears for tonight but I'm sad.. =(
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